It has been a really long time since I opened up this blog to write to and for you. The truth does matter to me. It matters a lot.
When I think about why humanity has allowed for so many generations and continues to allow our beautiful planet to be systematically destroyed and for our health and bodies to be decimated on a regular basis, I become puzzled. And I wonder: do most people think that chaos, disease, violence are normal and irremediable? Or do they think they have no power to change anything? Or is familiarity better than the unknown?
I know for a fact that our human consciousness, both individual and collective, creates our experiences of reality. I also know for a fact that our consciousness is intentionally manipulated by every aspect of our cultures, governments, and media in order to maintain a state of fear and chaos on the planet so that a small group of individuals can maintain their power and control over all of us.
When people are manipulated, they give their power away, and they don’t realize that they do have a choice in the matter. To succumb to fear, as in the endless pandemics and the remedies that do much more harm than good, is a choice. To allow our air, water, food, soil, and our bodies to be endlessly contaminated by pharmaceutical drugs, vaccines, chemicals, fertilizers, pesticides, synthetic perfumes, plastics, highly processed foods, oils, sugars – all of this is by choice. Because if enough of us stood up and refused to accept the systematic poisoning of the planet, of our children, of ourselves, and all of the living creatures, atmosphere, water, and soil, then things would have to change.
Which is why I have come to the conclusion that most people do not want change. They don’t want the truth – to know that we are being intentionally poisoned and murdered by those who name themselves politicians, scientists and experts. Most people don’t want to think for themselves, to question the versions of reality that have indoctrinated all of us for so long. Is there something comforting about the familiarity of suffering?
I think that humans choose abusive relationships over healthy ones when they are accustomed to abuse.
For humanity to choose something different, we need first to realize that we are all traumatized. Then we need to forgive ourselves for allowing so much pain and suffering to have spread all over the planet. And following that forgiveness, we need to heal ourselves. Once healed, we can take responsibility for our creations and no longer allow others to manipulate our thoughts, emotions, and choices.
There does come a point in a person’s life when they can no longer be manipulated. This is when we grow up. When we take responsibility for our lives and decisions. This is when the truth does start to matter. Because the truth is what we create, what we consciously desire. And the truth comes from trust, from knowing who we truly are, where we came from, and that we are all one. Trust is love, and love is unity. There is no separation from or in love.
It is only in separation that there is suffering. And in that separation, there is irresponsibility. In that state, anyone can be manipulated and controlled.
No one is coming to save us. Not E.T.s, not Jesus, not any other being. The Earth is a free-will experiment, and we are free to choose how we live here, or how we allow destruction. It is only when our choices might impact other civilizations off-planet, that benevolent E.T.s have intervened. Not to help us, but to protect their own home worlds. We can be helped only when we are ready to take responsibility for the truth, for what we have allowed, for what we have created, and for what we truly want to create.
Then, and only then, can we experience through our conscious co-creation, peace on Earth.
Everyone seems to complain about polarization and how difficult it is to communicate with others who don’t share our views.
Most don’t realize that we have been very carefully and purposefully conditioned to be divided against one another. This system of social programming or social engineering is designed to maintain a system of control over humanity. Who is pulling the strings?
There has been a global system of control over humanity and over planet Earth for thousands of years. But it is only since we have had access to the Internet that this global system of mind control has become apparent because we can communicate easily with people all over the globe. As the manipulation of mass media has exploded, so has censorship and the pattern of “divide and conquer” polarizing politics and social issues.
The people behind the mind control and social engineering are the globalists. Billionaires, massive corporations, Big Tech, Big Pharma, organizations such as the World Economic Forum (WEF), the European Union, the United Nations, the CDC, the FDA, the WMF. Elites, bankers, royals, heads of religious hierarchies, members of the military, secret societies, judges, doctors, academics, and more. Those who hold the power over the narratives in our societies do so in order to maintain their power and control over how our world and how humanity evolve.
The real question at hand is this: What type of future does humanity want to create and experience?
Do we want to allow the Great Reset and the Fourth Industrial Revolution to bring in an AI-controlled system in which all property, including human beings and human consciousness, are the property of corporations? Or do we want to remain free and sovereign beings mastering our own consciousness and using that consciousness to co-create a diverse and colorful world that serves the highest good of humanity and of all of life on our planet?
We do have the power to make these decisions, and we are making them, whether or not we are fully aware and conscious that we are making such a choice.
For those of us who are interested in ascending to a level of consciousness in which we are empowered and fully responsible for our choice, being OK with being uncomfortable and having challenging conversations with others who do not share the same views as we do is a given.
As we lift in our conscious awareness, identifying with ego-driven values becomes less important. Opinions and indentity are values that anchor us to our bodies of form and are about limitation. When we live in limitation and identify only with our physical experiences in the here and now, we become easy to manipulate. And we are easily inflamed and triggered by rhetoric that is mass produced by our media moguls. Once we let go of these identities related to our gender, color of our skin, religious affiliation, political party affiliation, and so on, then it becomes much easier to feel peaceful with other people. Regardless of their backgrounds, stories, and appearance.
But the first steps in awakening may find you still seated in the consciousness of limitation, density, or victim consciousness. You may strive for freedom, equality, inclusion in diversity. This state of mind in which the social justice warrior dwells is one which is often emotionally turbulent. To ascend from this state of consciousness, the most important thing to do is to listen and to be attentive to others.
Every single living being, and every particle of energy on the planet, animate or inanimate is created from energy and from consciousness. This means that everything that exists is already, in its essence, of equal value. We learn as children to establish value systems and structures on what and who we see, and then we live according to those hierarchies. But when we learn to let go of conditioning (and this is where sitting with the discomfort comes), then we can truly experience the equality in diversity of all things. This freedom comes with a sense of wonder.
Everyone and everything in this world is so beautifully and amazingly original and diverse. Our power comes from our unique flavor and energy. The globalists want to make all humans gender-neutral and biologically neutral as well. By impacting our fertility through food, pesticides, vaccines, and medications, humanity will depend upon the elites to be cloned or to reproduce artificially, without the amazing diversity and freedom that natural reproduction creates.
By replacing nature and the divine with artificial intelligence and augmented reality (when the reality in which we live is already a virtual experience), we give up our personal connection with the infinite and accept a form of limitation which appears to be augmented from what we are accustomed to experiencing. This is because humanity has been conditioned to live in a very narrow and limited state of consciousness for many thousands of years.
If you are ready to remember your true, divine nature and unlimited potential to evolve in your consciousness, then expansion is your goal. The first thing to do is to embrace meeting with people and situations that make you feel uncomfortable. This is where we stretch ourselves. Our minds, our emotional bodies, our physical bodies all strive to be comfortable and at ease. Yet when we are at ease, as pleasant as that may feel, we are not growing, learning, or expanding.
The next time you meet with anyone, be receptive to what they have to share. Ask questions and show genuine interest in what they have to say. Listen carefully without interjecting your own opinions. How does that feel? Do you need to be right? Or does it feel OK to just be in the presence of that person and to learn from their experiences?
Every person has their own energy field. When we come into contact with another person or group of people, our energy fields merge together and amplify one another. The original human beings most likely knew how to master and to amplify their own thoughts, emotions, and intentions whether when alone or in a group. Telepathy, telekinesis, psychic abilities are all natural to human beings. We each have talents in areas that are considered in the global culture of limitation as paranormal, but in fact, these abilities would once have been normal for all of us.
Because we have been dumbed down, so to speak, we have forgotten how to be connected to the more evolved dimensions. By mastering our consciousness, we can begin to “ascend” again, and function progressively from higher states of consciousness. This takes time, practice, and dedication.
While most will choose to wear or have embedded in their bodies technologies, chips, contact lenses, implants that artificially augment their abilities, awareness, and intelligence/knowledge, once those technologies are deactivated, the individual remains vulnerable and limited. A person choosing augmented reality and the metaverse essentially becomes dependent on the elite class to be part of a “superior” caste.
The few who will choose natural technology and who will take responsibility for their own consciousness will likely be stigmatized by the majority who make the choice for augmented reality. They will be misunderstood. However, once you get a taste for freedom and for true conscious creation and co-creation, the power and potential in your purview becomes endless. The ascended individual lives in connection to the “allness”, and seeks to serve the highest good of everyone, everything, and all that is. This natural form of empowerment cannot be controlled, distorted, or used for selfish purposes.
The artificial ascension, best known as The Great Reset or the Fourth Industrial Revolution, is an inverted ascension. It is about limitation and maintaining humanity in a state of permanent enslavement. The polarization we are now experiencing on the planet is designed to keep us all separate from ourselves and from one another for this purpose. And everything we are told in the mainstream “news” is actually the opposite from the truth. Like in the Netflix series, Stranger Things, we are living in the Upside Down. And this feels uncomfortable for those who love life, creativity, and the truth.
Every time I talk with friends who are not “awake and aware”, there is a disconnect and a feeling of discomfort on both sides. I work very hard at accepting that everyone is where they need to be on their journey of self-discovery and expansion. Some need to experience more limitation and suffering during this lifetime. I cannot and should not try to rescue them, as it is their sovereign choice to give up their power and to feel victimized at this time. It is very challenging for compassionate people at this time to not fall into rescuer mode. But the rescuer is but one of the roles of codependency, which is part of the conditioning system to which we have all been subjected.
We are all responsible only for ourselves and for our own journey. Yet, unlike the isolation imposed upon us by the elites during the pseudo-pandemic, we are never alone. We are all connected, all-ways. None of us are victims. We are all making choices, using the tools that we have right now.
Have you ever wondered how to talk to people who aren’t in your camp, who don’t hold the same views as you do on life, politics, perhaps religion, parenting, gender identity or other issues? Why has it become suddenly so difficult to talk to people? I often feel as if I am treading on eggshells, trying to figure out what is permissible to say and what will get me in trouble.
I have worked very hard to extract myself and my life from the web of dysfunctional family, abusive relationships, and workplace bullying. And I have vowed to be fully authentic and never walk on eggshells again. If people cannot handle me or my truth, all they need to do is to be respectfully themselves too.
My freedom ends where yours begins. And your freedom ends where mine begins. In a world based on the experience of separation from our authentic nature, healthy boundaries are a tool to navigate this world in a responsible manner.
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Humanity has been conditioned and genetically engineered for thousands of years into a holding pattern of codependency, ego dominance, fear-based victim/savior polarization. The hypnotic spell used by social engineers to harness and manipulate human consciousness for the benefit of a few has kept humanity anchored in a holding pattern. The majority of the collective consciousness of humanity is still struggling to awaken and emerge from this mass hypnosis.
Great avatars holding more ascended levels of consciousness (unity over duality) have incarnated in human form over the ages, trying their best to assist humanity in the awakening process each time an ascension cycle comes around. And every time, they have been savagely attacked, denigrated, then murdered by those who would most benefit from the wisdom they embodied. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., Mahatma Ghandi, Jesus, Mary Magdalene, Buddha, and many others have attempted to teach humanity to take responsibility for our own lives. To embody our own power and not give it away. To love our enemies. And to turn the other cheek when triggered.
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To be peace or to be peaceful in the face of provocation is not easy. Every human being is born into this world with an aspect of personality called an ego. The ego is a necessary tool to help us navigate this experience of separation from our true divine nature. It is challenging to be in a place where we have forgotten that death is an illusion, and that these bodies we wear are but temporary vessels and do not define our identity or essence.
Today, many people have fallen into the conditioning of social justice as a replacement for heart-centered living. The social justice movement can be a step towards compassion, but it can also become a trap, if a person’s convictions become tinted by harsh judgments and divisions all while preaching inclusion and acceptance. Many activists and social justice warriors are increasingly predicating that “the other side” must be removed or destroyed.
These individuals and groups have become convinced that their freedom and the ability to live compassionately and liberated from fear requires the removal of “the opposition”, justifying censorship and worse. Suddenly, justice is equated with scapegoating. Freedom of speech has become an obstacle to freedom, and bullying sponsored by the rich and powerful allied with racial justice, gender equality, environmental activism, and inclusiveness have taken on the colors of totalitarianism. What happened to free speech? It’s fine to disagree with others and not like their opinions and points of view. But if we decide that these voices are so threatening that we label them as “hate speech” and erase their voices…this means we must eliminate those who disagree with us, that is another discussion altogether.
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The weaponization of words, public opinion, political narratives, social media censorship, and legislation have become so pervasive as to be normalized. This is frightening to me as well as discouraging. It makes me think that humanity is not ready for peaceful living and a peaceful future. The hypnotic power of fear spread across all media have infected the majority who have quickly adopted the language of terror to defend their words and actions. It is as if the sleeping majority is allowing a prison to be built around all of us that cannot be easily deconstructed once erected.
If we cannot come to terms with those we fear, and if we cannot realize that fear itself is a choice, then we succumb to fear. And in succumbing to fear, we accept hatred and anger as our new religion. With self-righteous zeal, we justify our desire to destroy all opposition to our supposed utopia. A world without opponents. A world without threats to our simplest and most basic survival ethic. This is fascism, not compassion.
The soul is always seeking to expand. Expansion thrives on gratitude and the knowing that everything is exactly perfect as it is right now. None of us has any right to manipulate others or to interfere with the paths of others. Our only responsibility is to be true to ourselves all while respecting others to do the same, each on our own terms. The soul speaks the language of the heart, unifying and coming from a place of love. The ego always divides, seeking power over others, hierarchy, and competition.
How do we choose expansion, heart and soul over ego and survival consciousness, practically speaking?
Curiosity is important. Not to be nosy or to interfere in other people’s private business. But the spirit of playful curiousity is one in which we show interest in other people. We sincerely want to learn more about them without shame, blame, or judgment. This neutral perspective comes from a place of empathy and caring. Being curious about others and showing interest in other people allows us to be ourselves without judgment and also to listen to others and to truly appreciate what they have to say. It requires us to slow down. To breathe, relax. Take the time to be present with others.
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For example, iff you are a person who believes you hate Donald Trump, his followers, what he or they represent, and you feel threatened by these people, it is time to examine your own heart. Why are you afraid of these people? Have you ever spoken to a Trump supporter? Or, inversely, if you are a Trump supporter and you believe Liberals are mind-controlled idiots, have you actually had enough open-minded curiousity to meet some people whose views differ from yours? Have you listened to what they have to say without interrupting or needing to feel that you are right? Or that you must convert them to your way of thinking? Do you feel like you are suffocating when you talk to people whose lifestyle or views differ from yours?
The ego always needs to be right. But the soul just wants to expand.
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Our society has been socially engineered to promote a trans-humanist philosophy to take humanity away from our divine origins and abilities. We have been taught and conditioned to believe that we are only our bodies. That life is temporary and fragile. That we are essentially weak, powerless, and alone. That once our bodies die and decay, our consciousness, seated in our brains, disappears forever. This conditioning has been created to prepare us for transhumanism.
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Through which artificial intelligence, nano-biotechnologies, and other technologies are offered as supplemental forms of artificial enhancements and power to prolong our lives and abilities. To transfer our memories to a new body, perhaps. Only a being who does not remember its true worth and how beloved and powerful we are could submit to such temptations. For if enough of us do remember our true nature and abilities, we would not accept to be controlled by technology or any other strategies. Consciousness is a very powerful tool. Do you use yours responsibly?
Triggers are a kind of gift. When someone’s words or something you hear or see makes you feel angry, afraid, vulnerable, helpless, then you should pay attention. The emotion has been triggered so that you can pay attention to some part of yourself that requires your attention and healing. Remember, fear is always a choice. Because this world is an illusion that does seem very real, we often need to remind ourselves that we are here to learn from experiences. Many of which are very painful and difficult. But we all chose to have these experiences before we were born into our human bodies. We are not victims. Every experience that comes our way, whether pleasant or painful, is also a gift.
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To be peaceful every day in every moment takes a lot of inner work. By witnessing yourself and your reactions to every encounter and experience you have every day, minute by minute, you can rise out of distractions or habitual thought patterns or reactions and just be curious enough to wonder…”Can I do this differently this time?”
We are all codependent. Every single human being on the planet was born into a dysfunctional family system and into a culture based on victim consciousness. And there is nothing wrong with that. That is part of the human experience of separation. It’s like a game. Can you remember what it was like before your soul decided to come into a human body and experience separation from its true nature and self?
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When you start to remember, then your perspective shifts. Life gets easier, because you don’t take your ego self and identity so seriously. They become relative. You don’t feel like a victim anymore. You are empowered, because you know you chose to come into this particular body for a short amount of time to have experiences. And you now know that this body, your family, your country, nationality, gender identity are part of those experiences and don’t define who you are.
Once you detach from ego identification, triggers soften. You feel more relaxed. The need for social approval weakens as your memory of your true self anchors and strengthens. Needing to be right is no longer so important. It becomes increasingly easier to be a better listener. All of this is a process, and it takes you as long as it takes. There is no right or wrong way to expand or grow.
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Human beings are racist or hateful not because they are bad. These behaviors come from survival consciousness. It is a very basic state of mind in which a person feels that someone or something outside of themself is causing them to feel less safe. By projecting their fears onto another group, person, or situation, humanity has managed to live for thousands of years without taking responsibility for this fear. The truth is, to be human is difficult. We are separated from a source of love that is all encompassing and so profound. When we are born into human bodies, we forget what it is to be love and to be loved.
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Racism is a primitive survival strategy as well as a tribal mindset. How to get beyond it? Many proposed solutions to solve racism come from a very ego-based approach, quickly falling into judgmental and self-righteous attitudes. Everyone carries biases and prejudice, conscious or unconscious. There is no way around this. None of us are any better than anyone else in this respect, even though most of us try to hide these aspects of self from ourselves as much as from others. The only way to deal with these biases is to try to be self-aware and to let go of judgment of self and others. Everyone, from a limited human perspective, feels vulnerable or threatened at times. To be alienated from a social group in early times meant that you would die. The support of the group and acceptance meant survival. To be shunned is something that we all fear at a deep and primitive level. This is part of our biology and genetic heritage.
In my previous job, a lot of my coworkers and managers did everything they could to find fault with me and certain other coworkers. I didn’t realize how stressful this was until I left the job. I observed myself struggling in my new job with trying to see if I fit in or not, or how/if I was being judged by my new coworkers and managers. The need to fit in, no matter how independent we may be, is always part of each of us. And the fear of being scapegoated is a very real one. Humanity has been trained in this way. To deal with these fears of being alienated and possibly killed or dying from exposure or hunger by projecting this anger/fear onto others. To be vulnerable is also (in this primitive mindset) to become a target. Better the target be someone else rather than yourself. These are some of the the real reasons behind racism.
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Teaching children about diversity and inclusivity is nice, but it does not solve this existential issue, which goes beyond personal experience. It is something we each need to grapple with every day and to love ourselves and one another more. Self-awareness is a powerful tool.
In conclusion, to be peaceful in a world of turmoil, duality, and constant judgment, censorship, control and manipulation tactics, we need to be intentional about our peacefulness. It is so easy to get distracted and sucked into the omnipresent sources of fear-mongering, emotional manipulation tactics, and voices telling us what to think, say, or be. A little detachment goes a long way. And a little empathy and curiosity added into the mix are so important.
Be open. Listen to others. Ask other people questions about themselves and what they think. Truly listen to what they have to say. Be grateful for all conversations, opportunities, experiences. Realize that life is perfect exactly as it is right now. Follow your own path and take responsibility only for yourself. To ease out of codependency, it’s important to understand that we are not responsible for the choices of other people. And it’s not our job to convince anyone of anything at all. We don’t need to agree. We just need to respect one another. Simple words for tasks that are difficult.
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If we cannot allow others to fully be themselves wherever they happen to be on their path, then we are interfering with their personal development. And control, interference, and judgment lead only to renewed cycles of violence, pain, and more suffering. I think we, as a collective, have possibly gone through enough of that. Or maybe not. I don’t know. I am just trying to be peace as much of the time as I can. To hold the frequencies of peace, love, and joy. To be here on Earth and to enjoy this human life as much as possible. Just remember. It’s not easy to be human. We are all trying our best.
Bluebird and Crystals, watercolor on paper, by Rebekah Berger
Hello dear readers,
In this upside-down world we are given to navigate at this time of great shifts and changes, those of us who are truly paying attention notice how sharp-edged, manipulative, and harsh the narratives we are given relative to compassion for people and the planet.
To me, peace is something that feels restful, unified, undivided. When I am feeling peaceful and creative, my vital energy is high, and I feel no internal conflict. If society is compelling me to do something for the highest good of others, but this action does not come from a place of love, unity, or true empathy, then I feel that unrest in my heart and in my bones and flesh. Just because someone (an individual, a governmental or non-governmental organization, a corporation) says I should do something to support the environment or I am not a good person, then I immediately begin to ponder the motivations of that individual or that entity.
In the United States, Liberal politicians pose as people and planet-centric, but if you examine their motives and actions carefully, the vast majority are “service-to-self” focused. I am apolitical, because I know that all political factions in the US and overseas are serving one master and one pathway forward that does not serve the highest good of all.
Hummingbird in Flight, watercolor by Rebekah Berger
Truly benevolent action comes from a place of “service-to-others”. Which does not mean that a person in service to others neglects their own needs and desires. A service-to-others focused individual or group knows and trusts intuitively that we live in an abundant world, and that all needs and desires are met when we give sincerely and fully of ourselves, using our gifts and experiences to assist others and to feel joy in action.
A few examples of weaponized compassion and how censorship, control, lack of trust in humanity’s innate ability to choose wisely are at the center of several global situations at this time:
The pandemic: If our “leaders” were truly benevolent and compassionate and deeply concerned about the well-being of humanity, they would be open to all types of treatments and suggestions from practitioners of all origins and backgrounds. They would simply care that people were healthy and healing. Our “leaders” have made billions of dollars from these pharmaceutical deals. They would not be practicing heavy-handed censorship and creating slogans and new terms such as “vaccine hesitancy” in order to manipulate people into getting vaccinated.
A benevolent individual or organization would not try to conceal that people are being harmed by these vaccines. They would immediately be alarmed and withdraw any product from public use if it truly was not deemed 100% safe. Benevolent leaders would welcome testimonies from individuals and groups harmed by the vaccines. They would not attempt to prevent publication of data regarding the risks and benefits of these products for 75 years. Yet we see constant shaming and retribution against anyone who attempts to uncover these manipulative and fear-filled tactics.
A benevolent being or entity does not use shame, bullying, or fear-mongering in order to share information. The truth is that there are very simple, inexpensive, and harmless treatments for COVID-19.
People have been bullied all over the planet into accepting even for infants, expectant mothers, and young children a technology that does not prevent infection or transmission, and which has been shown to be very dangerous. We have been told that if we do not accept this treatment/”vaccine”, that we are putting our friends, family members, neighbors and coworkers’ lives in danger. Yet the reverse is true. Those who have accepted vaccination are now producing new variants in their bodies, prolonging the pandemic and infecting and endangering the lives of others, without even being aware of this happening. In this situation, compassion has been weaponized. You are a bad person if you don’t get the vaccine. This is what people have been told. When, in truth, if you do get the vaccine, you are causing harm to yourself and to others. What kind of person or organization consciously creates this type of narrative and action? Control over health has become the ultimate weapon of the new pseudo-compassionate elites.
Racoon and Bluebirds, watercolor by Rebekah Berger
Electric vehicles, carbon footprints, and the responsibility for environmental preservation:
Humanity has been told that we are responsible for the state of degradation of our planet. Yet our global leaders, who are minions for corporate financial institutions, tech companies, military entitites, and the like, are the true creators of the massive destruction of our natural habitats, forests, oceans, and natural resources. We have allowed these destructive beings to preside over us and to make decisions for us and for our planet, and in this passive acquiescence, we are all responsible for these destructive missions and behaviors.
Humanity has not been informed about secret space programs or the advanced technologies that our governments and military possess, allowing them to wreak massive havoc upon nature. These technologies are used to amplify storms, earthquakes, weather patterns, to create forest fires, droughts. In addition to this destruction, intentional criminal arson is used to manipulate and damage our food systems. The destruction that has been wrought onto our Earth is so extensive and ongoing, that it is difficult to describe. The damage to our water cycles by growing and transporting food across long distances is but one example.
Humanity to a great extent has allowed a handful of individuals who are extremely greedy and self-serving to completely modify our entire natural way of life, making us completely dependent upon them for our survival. A benevolent being or group does not try to control others. Respect for people and the planet means making decisions together. Compassionate people care about others and the planet. They do not use guilt, shame, nor do they project blame when it comes to making changes for the better.
The groups of elites that gather at Davos, Switzerland each year, hosted by Klaus Schwab’s World Economic Forum pontificate about making our world a better place. They seem to think that they know how to do this, and that we, mere peons, should not be consulted about how this should be done. This is yet another example of how compassion has been weaponized.
Feline Fairies, watercolor on paper, by Rebekah Berger
We are told that by embracing veganism, electric vehicles, and by giving up our property (to these elites), that we will be better stewards of the environment. That we will be given privileges or demerits based on our carbon footprints and energy consumption. What do you think the true motivations of the elites are in this matter? Do they truly care about reducing carbon emissions? If they did, why did they destroy the electric vehicle market 30 years ago? Why do they suddenly “care” now? If we were all working together as one, we would not need a control system to dictate how we use or misuse energy. We would all be making responsible choices that support all of us.
The reason that the elites are now promoting these pseudo-compassionate tactics is because they are attempting by any and all means to harness all resources, including human beings, as their own property. Their goal is to control everyone and everything. No exceptions. And the means by which they are going about this process of total control, or totalitarian rule, is by weaponizing compassion.
Gun violence:
People are shocked by the horrific shootings that are portrayed as happening spontaneously. People are made to believe that other human beings are monsters, and that life is dangerous. That our fellow human beings are dangerous, and that we cannot trust anyone.
This situation is in fact manufactured to create fear. By hijacking our empathic energy and our emotional bodies, the elites’ strategy is to firstly horrify people with senseless violence (that they create and sponsor), and secondly, to make sure that we ourselves demand that all weapons be forbidden. In this way, humanity has a reduced scope of resistance to the total control of the elites over us and over our planet.
Humanity is abdicating all control and responsibility over our future by giving up our own creative power to a group of psychopaths who skillfully navigate the weaponization of compassion through manipulation of our emotions and beliefs.
I believe the people who control our planet know how hard it is for people to realize and to accept that our own leaders would and do murder children, adults, animals, and destroy our planet consistently and regularly without feeling any sort of emotion.
I know our planet is run by a criminal mafia composed of psychopathic individuals. And perhaps some or even many of them are caught up in this racket because of extensive blackmail. Perhaps many would like to exit this nightmare, but they can’t. Because the only way for it to stop is for the majority of humanity to wake up and to stop accepting the “fake woke” and to see our reality for what it is. I personally do not judge these individuals and organizations. They do what they do, and by being hideously selfish and cruel, they serve a purpose in our world. They are the trigger, the incentive for humanity to awaken out of their stupor and to remember our true creative nature.
As the Crow Flies by Night, Acrylic and ink on canvas, by Rebekah Berger
What is real and what is made up?
When people accept everything that they are told on television and social media, then it is easy for the “service-to-self” entities to control us. People who do not question the motivations or the information they are given have sold their souls and the future of the planet. We are all 100% responsible for what happens to our world, whether or not we are living consciously and intentionally. Everything is a valid experience, and if people need to suffer in order to awaken and to take responsibility for what we all create together, then it must be so.
Technology and media today have very sophisticated means to create imagery that appears real, for all intents and purposes. It is nearly impossible to tell if an image or video has been doctored. How do we know that anything we are shown on the news truly happened? What if all of it is Hollywood productions, designed to manipulate our emotions, thoughts, choices, beliefs? Who are actors in these films, and who are actual people experiencing these situations without a script?
Phoenix Cat Tree, watercolor on paper, by Rebekah Berger
I believe the experiences that humanity and the planet are currently undergoing are necessary and perfect. The degree of suffering on the planet today is extreme. When individuals or groups of people have been traumatized, it takes even more severe trauma to push people to the breaking point. That breaking point means that what is being inflicted upon you feels more harsh than what you think you deserve. The path back to self love and to knowing yourself as an infinite, divine, creator being is a long journey of self-realization.
While fake compassion is a tool for abuse, destruction, and profiteering, true compassion can come out of this extreme pain and suffering. Just like the phoenix rising up out of its ashes, newly reborn, humanity does have the potential at this time to do the same.
Love or fear? We are always making fundamental choices between frequencies of separation or unity. There are so many dystopian stories in books and film, planting seeds in our collective consciousness for a future full of war, destruction, strife, and fear. Or where safety is predicated upon external control systems, such as AI, nanotechnologies, drones, cameras, satellites tracking implanted chips, rather than trust of self and others. Very few positive timelines for our collective future are portrayed in the media. It is up to each of us to spend time and effort truly visualizing and designing what we really want to experience.
Every single human being for many thousands of years has lived under Draconian law. We have been conditioned to live in fear and to give up our fundamental power to create and to live in joyful flow. The service-to-self system is now revealing all of the details of its fundamental greed and bottomless craving for power and control to a humanity that is now divided. There are those who have awakened and have begun to remember that the true nature of humanity is empathic and service-to-others oriented. And there are those who are still gripped by fear and who are easy to control and manipulate.
For those of us who are now awake and aware, it is time to focus on how we raise the frequencies of our thoughts and intentions. How will we resolve the multi-layered separations that divide us from our true nature? How will we collapse all of the degrees of separation created by the parasitic system over countless generations and restore our connection to Nature and to our own human nature?
For me, the primary creative challenge involved in restoring unity to our beloved planet Earth with humanity is that humanity accept both our fundamental vulnerability as well as our innate power to create from our consciousness. That we accept that all that exists, animate and inanimate is by nature consciousness and energy. Because we have all been conditioned in separation, we hold no true respect or love for ourselves or for that which we have been taught is “other”.
In fact, all of Nature is alive, psychic, connected, and able to communicate with everyone and everything else. Because we have “forgotten” our own connection to all that is, we feel frightened and vulnerable…if we can admit it by letting down our defenses created by persona, or false identity.
Once humanity at large continues to awaken and to upgrade, that is to say, physically and spiritually embodies our multi-dimensional nature and abilities, I think we will naturally also gravitate towards service to others, balance, and harmonization of masculine and feminine energies. Imagine a world where all beings are respected. Where trees are not cut down to make room for houses. Where communities develop organically and cooperatively, based on human and natural connections, and where all decisions made respect the highest good of everyone and everything, without exception.
Imagine a world where everyone has everything they need, and all are given the opportunity to develop and share their innate talents and skills. Only that which is needed is used, and there is always care taken to give back, to honor, love, and respect whatever we do use. Imagine a world where we love ourselves and trust life enough to give us everything we need without manipulation or hoarding of resources.
Higher dimensional advanced extraterrestrial civilizations are able to live in harmony by holding heart-based higher frequencies in their thoughts, intentions, and creations. When we focus on the highest good of all, we can create technologies on various levels as we evolve, but which always respect and honor the collective well-being of all.
How many generations will it take for us to learn to love ourselves again? To teach and raise our children with love and respect, to trust and to honor self and others after so many generations of fear, codependency, abuse, and paranoia? I don’t know for sure, but I do know that many masters from advanced civilizations are here on Earth in human form right now, ready to deploy thousands of lifetimes of experience to assist those in need of emotional, physical, and spiritual healing. As we heal ourselves and our ways of living together, we will also heal our planet and our relationships to her and to her creatures, elements, and elementals. We will begin to remember our higher aspects and abilities when we ground in our hearts and raise our frequency of vibration. We will begin to enjoy and trust in the process and flow of life again. And with this trust will come the inspiration, the imagination, the creativity of play that all young children enjoy.
When we learn to play again and to enjoy and honor all life, including our own, then we will tell new stories, write new books, make new films, build new homes and communities that are full of simplicity, vivacity, and life-force energy. It is up to all of us to start dreaming of and setting our intentions for the coming world so that it can come into form. Because it is our dreams and our intentions that do create our experiences of reality.
For so long, we have allowed that creative energy to be channeled and hijacked by the service-to-self factions. In our unconscious reinforcement of separation and victim consciousness, humanity has allowed so much suffering. In our forgetfulness of our true power to create, we have acted out great tragedies, and so many stories of horrifying cruelty and pain. This is still happening today. The Great Awakening is all about taking that creative power back and using it consciously and responsibly to co-create forms and experiences inspired by beauty, peace, freedom, and joy.
Purple feathers, featured image by Yuri_B from Pixabay
If you are truly in touch with your soul, heart, intuition, inner being, then you are awake. You have remembered your true identity as an infinite light being and fractal of the unified field of consciousness commonly known as God. A spiritual awakening is a process of reconnecting to your own innate power and multi-dimensional identity. To be “woke” is another story.
The term “woke” has come into common use as an “upside-down” or inverted ascension or awakening. It is very much a 3-D state of being also known as spiritual activism, which can be a very positive catalyst and catapult out of 3-D. It is also a term that has been appropriated by mainstream politics and news to coddle, caress in the direction of the fur, to placate and to stroke the ego of those in a state of spiritual activism in order to manipulate the consciousness of those willing to be manipulated. In other words, a person who believes that he, she, they are “woke” is because this person has adhered to a set of conditioned politically correct beliefs which appear to be compassionate and unifying only on the surface.
Below the surface, there is a complex under-current of manipulation of consciousness going on. The Trickster energy referred to in the title of this post is an energy that uses the creativity of others to draw attention to itself. It is narcissistic and vampiristic. It has no creative ability of its own. So it borrows, hijacks, skillfully draws attention to itself, stealing the ideas of others and uses extensive means to convince others that these ideas are their own, and that the movements, people, energies it copies are in fact the fakes or not trustworthy.
Compassion would generally be considered an attribute of higher consciousness, as embodied, for example, by the Dalai Lama, or Mother Theresa. The weaponization or manipulation of the value of compassion, however, has transformed this form of empathy into a tool to divide people against each other and to draw the sympathies and allegiance of a portion of society in opposition to those holding supposedly less “woke” or less compassionate values.
True compassion is rooted in the ability to embrace all people and to allow everyone to simply be themselves, whatever that may look like. I am personally a very progressive, open-minded, and open-hearted person. I love freedom, and I would love to live in a world where everyone can be embraced for who they truly are. Wokeness, however, has become anything but heart-centered. It has become a harsh dogma of a heartless and fascist system.
Human consciousness has been stuck in a very low vibration for a very long time. The reason humanity has been stuck is not because it is human nature to be primitive, overly dramatic, codependent, angry, fearful, ashamed, abusive. The reason humanity has been stuck in this low level of consciousness for thousands of years is because there is a Trickster energy that has been running our planet from behind the scenes, controlling politics, finance, religion, education, policing, the military, arts and culture, music, entertainment, news and media. Every aspect of civil society is run by a narcissistic and sociopathic energy that feeds off of the innate creativity, joy, urge for freedom, diversity, and love that is the human birthright.
Most human beings do not realize how powerful they are, or how powerful they could be if fully awakened and empowered. This is how the Trickster maintains its power over humanity. By constantly reminding us how weak we are. By scaring us into accepting all sorts of things that do not benefit us or our planet. By making us feel responsible, for example, for global warming. This is exactly what narcissists do. They lie, they cheat, they manipulate, they steal your life force energy, and then they make you feel like you are the bad person, and that you are responsible for everything that goes wrong.
In our current situation, in the United States and around the world, the Trickster has people of influence in all governments and non-governmental organizations. It controls all decision making, and it controls the narrative of all information that is shared with humanity, shaming and criticizing, as well as censoring any voices that dare to speak up and to counter the official narrative. This is where “woke” comes in.
In the United States, the so-called dual party political system was invented by the Trickster to keep people from uniting as one. The stories are carefully curated to make sure people stay divided. All politicians are puppets manipulated by the Trickster energy. For the narrative of the pandemic, which was invented and which has been planned and practiced for many decades, it was clearly decided that the Democrats and Democratic Party would be more useful to achieve the ends of the Trickster. Let it be clear that the Trickster energy manipulates both sides, and they use whichever party or strategy they think will achieve their ends at any given moment. Both parties are always played off each other in order to perpetuate division, polarity, and social chaos. Democrats or Liberals in the United States consider themselves to be more open-minded, more progressive, more compassionate than Conservatives or Republicans, who generally stand for independence, patriotism, family values, religion.
The elites of our planet, who are working for the Trickster energy and who are benefiting from its predominance and control over human consciousness, were well aware that an awakening cycle was upon our planet and our galaxy. They knew well in advance what the potentials were, and they used technologies such as project Looking Glass to examine all of the possible timelines. The goal was to subvert the Ascension by pretending to BE the Ascension. This is what The Great Reset is all about. It is an inverted Ascension using stories that seem on the surface to the “woke” but not “awake”. The Transhumanist Agenda has been introduced perversely, introducing humanity to A.I., surveillance capitalism, totalitarian control, social credit systems in a very indirect manner, all while pretending to be compassionate, environmentally sustainable, LGBTQ and diversity-friendly.
The Black Lives Matter movement, the superficial support of migrants at the Mexican border were used to convince Democratic voters that the people behind the Democratic Party support freedom…while vilifying Donald Trump and calling him a fascist, all while using the tools of fascism to control not only the election, but the ability of citizens to share information freely.
So what we have, in this “woke” movement is a totalitarian take over, Brave New World style. Aldous Huxley predicted, in a 1950’s filmed interview, precisely what is happening on the planet now. At least half of the American population is so deeply brainwashed by propaganda, they cannot see at all what is happening. It is impossible for them to see through the curtain of “wokeness” that makes so much sense to them. Even the vaccines are promoted through weaponized compassion: Get the vaccine to protect your neighbor and fellow human being. If you don’t, then you are a selfish, bad person. What did I say about narcissism?
Most American liberals are unable to fathom that such “woke” and compassionate people could consider intentionally harming people, using vaccines, 5G, viruses, chemicals, heavy metals, nano-technologies sprayed from aircraft, placed in food, air, water, soil. This cognitive dissonance makes it practically impossible for “woke” people to ascend.
It is ironic that many of the most educated and intelligent people I know are not only absolutely clueless about the pandemic, but they also no idea that their compliance is allowing a totalitarian partnership with a foreign power (China) to take over civil society in the United States and around the world. These supposedly “woke” people do not see that Google, Amazon, Facebook have been awarded massive defense contracts and what the implications of these contracts are. They don’t see the connection between 5G and truncated lives, radiation sickness, cancers, extinction of so many species of insects, birds, animals around the world. They don’t understand that pharmaceutical drugs, vaccines, and conventional Western medicine were designed to harm, not to heal.
We have been given an inverted Ascension path that replaces natural organic spiritual technology that is grounded in the heart with A.I. The vaccines are designed to keep our DNA from evolving back to the natural ascended galactic human pattern. The Great Reset with its Smart Cities, Internet of Bodies connected to the Internet of Things is a totalitarian system in which a super quantum computer replaces God. Everyone is connected to this computer, which knows all, sees all, hears all. There is no privacy in this world. It is a world where the heart has no place. Where there is no room for love. It is all about practicality, intelligence that is limited and based on the technology. There is no growth or creativity in the upside-down “woke” world that the elites want to trick humanity into accepting, through fear.
The Trickster has used a very clever strategy to subvert and to divert the ascension of humanity. Most of the pseudo-woke will probably not ascend this cycle, but I think there are enough of us who are truly awake, truly compassionate, and truly connected to our own ascended hearts and intuition to hold the light for all of us, including the Tricksters. The narcissists and the sociopaths who run our world cannot bear to fathom being connected to the energy of Source. This is why they worship dark energies and practice human and child sacrifice. They thrive on stealing ideas and energy from others while living in separation from the unconditional love and light of Source, or God (depending on what feels more comfortable to you). The truth is, no one and nothing is separate from Source, even if we think or feel we are. That is but an illusion. An experience of separation that we, on Earth, have all been living for so, so long. To be reconnected to Source is to remember our true nature and power as souls inhabiting a temporary body of form.
This is a very exciting time to be alive, in a body, here on Earth. What do you choose? Do you want a pseudo form of empowerment through technology in which you give up all individual creativity, freedom, and power (as well as privacy)? Are you willing to do the inner work to be truly free? Freedom is not the easier path, but ultimately, it is the most rewarding. Everyone is making or has already made their choice regarding this ascension cycle. “Woke” or “Awake”. Which will it be?
If you follow my blog, then you know my life’s mission is to assist human and planetary ascension, and to bring in the divine feminine energies to balance with the divine masculine.
What is ascension, and why does it matter?
The true ascension is a process of remembering. It is the cyclical return of our collective consciousness to a higher level. It is an expansion of our light, our DNA, and the re-awakening of our innate multi-dimensional abilities. All of the talents, powers, and abilities we have developed from all lifetimes our soul has ever experienced come back online when we begin to reconnect to our souls and to absorb more and more light into our bodies. Ascension is humanity waking up and remembering our true nature and power. It is a compassionate and benevolent process which brings us true abundance and joy in all things. Remembering that we are always innately connected to our Higher Self or soul through our hearts. That this connection gives us unlimited power and natural, cosmic connectivity to everyone, everything, and all that is.
There are tremendous forces with immense resources who are devoted to keeping humanity at a very low level of consciousness, in order to maintain their own power and control over humanity and the planet. Technology is increasingly being used to leverage this absolute control over human and planetary consciousness and resources. Human beings are considered to be resources, even property, by the billionaires, the corporations, and the governments and their attendant organizations and military bodies who owe allegiance to these corporations.
Globalization and the promotion of Artificial Intelligence as the replacement of natural intelligence of all organic beings is an effort to subvert the ascension. The pandemic is being used to deconstruct our current societies, cultures, legal systems, financial systems, borders in order to launch The Great Reset and to connect the Internet of Things to the Internet of Bodies. This is why the pharmaceutical corporations and those governments owned by the globalists are so keen to get a shot of these surveillance technologies into every arm.
For those who are not aware that our planet is going through a consciousness shift from a lower level of consciousness based on survival and limitation to a higher level of consciousness based on personal responsibility, sovereignty, creativity, and compassion:
3-D or victim consciousness: We give our power away and are locked into ego identity, and where our awareness is diminished, limited to the mind or brain. In all of our relationships, we are conditioned to believe that someone or something outside of self holds the keys to our happiness and fulfillment. In 3-D or density consciousness, we are disconnected from our soul or higher self, and from our Source Creator or God within. It is easy to control or manipulate us with fear and propaganda, to divide people from one another in this lower state of consciousness. This is why humanity has been plagued by wars, human trafficking, and all manners of terrorism, chaos, pain, and suffering.
The goal of the purveyors of the artificial matrix is to take over all human societies, to connect all human beings through our bodies to a single computer network/database, where we give up all human freedoms and autonomy in favor of artificial intelligence. The Internet of Bodies is touted as a system which is perfect, and which gives humans “super human” abilities and intelligence.
5-D (or above) ascended consciousness: When we ascend to 5-D or above, we take our power back and we take responsibility for our consciousness in our thoughts, emotions, choices, our actions, and what we create in our world. 5-D is all about abundance, compassion, flow, connection, balance. When a human being ascends, the ego portion of the personality and the conditioned mind relax and step aside, allowing the human body vessel to be a container for the infinite intelligence of the soul, which is a fractal of the unified consciousness of all that is, or Source consciousness. In this awakened state, the human being is extremely powerful. When fully awakened and connected in the magnetism of the zero point field to our Source creator, a human being is telepathic, has natural super-human abilities, and can use natural consciousness to create anything one could imagine.
The current situation on the planet is producing two opposite and paradoxal outcomes, depending where you are on the ascension spectrum. These two realities will most likely coexist and produce confusing messages for those who do not yet know where they sit on the ascension spectrum.
Because those in charge of the inverted ascension/Great Reset paradigm are aware of the true ascension process, they are doing everything they can to subvert it. The way they subvert the ascension is by pretending to be compassionate and to offer humanity solutions to what seem to be actions that are responsible for the environment, health, sustainability, etc. The way you can tell that these programs are not based on integrity and true compassion for the well-being of humanity and the planet is simple.
The Great Reset is clearly a totalitarian overthrow of our current social structures. A compassionate restructuring of the planet would not rely on censorship, police brutality, propaganda, forcing people to take vaccinations that they do not wish to take. A politician or statesperson of integrity would be more than willing to hear all sides of each problem and would be willing to work with all of those concerned to find solutions that work for everyone. A compassionate economy would not be continually adding to the wealth of those who have already amassed huge amounts of wealth. Financial experts of integrity would be truly working to create equity in all programs and not just in word alone.
Ascension is a benevolent process that is part of a natural cycle of cosmic evolution. Those who promote the inverted matrix are intent on preventing the ascension of our planet and of humanity. Because they are aware of the cosmic cycles and how consciousness works, they have planned this attack to thwart the current ascension cycle. Humanity has been blamed for global warming and for the destruction of our planet. This is not so. Our planet is shrugging off the cloak of darkness on her own. She is raising herself to a higher level of consciousness and increasing her own light, in her own way. It is not of our doing.
The inverted matrix/dark system will do whatever it can to convince people to accept AI as the true higher level of consciousness. They will do whatever they can to convince people that the natural matrix and the natural ascension process are flawed, inferior, and at fault so that people will accept to give up their sovereignty, freedom, biological integrity, true power, and connection to soul and Source. The starseeds and awakened lightworkers have a huge challenge to hold true and to keep planting seeds of light during this time of transition.
When the student is ready, the cat will appear. In my case, on October 1, 2019, a 4 month old male kitten, Titi Snowth, showed up on my patio, hungry. I took pity and started feeding him once a day, promising myself I wouldn’t get too invested. I don’t usually feed wild animals. Two weeks, later, his sister showed up, tiny and really starving. I couldn’t turn her away, so she stayed around as well. By February, the siblings decided to become a couple.
Not having much prior experience with cats, and about to embark on a trip to Finland to visit my son, I did try my best to catch them and get them spayed and neutered before my trip…without success. They were both very feral and skittish. I decided I would take care of it when I got back, at which point, it was too late. Cuernelio was pregnant, and on April 2nd, I later found that she had delivered four healthy kittens, one boy and three girls, under a large water oak between the fences of my backyard and that of my next door neighbors. My dog, Ruby, finally found the hiding spot about two weeks later.
Cuernelio, young mama cat
At seven months, Cuernelio was a fiercely devoted mother. She moved the four tiny kittens solo during the night as a massive thunder storm drenched our neighborhood, to a house I had readied for her on my porch. Unfortunately, she didn’t give birth on or under the porch deck, because a possum decided to experience its last moments in a body under that same porch just days before Cuernelio was due to give birth. It took me a while to figure out where the smell was originating and who was causing it, and to resolve the issue. Too late for the babies to be born in a convenient and safe spot.
But time and experience were to show me that Cuernelio is a highly independent, confident, and resourceful young woman in a very small cat’s body. She has her own ideas and timing on just about everything, and no one will convince her otherwise. So after just one night spent in the dry, clean, cozy house, she moved all four kittens yet again, across the street into a big patch of poison ivy. I guess she didn’t like me trying to peek through the little window, to admire her beautiful babies. Smart lady! I was not going to follow her in there!
Foofnelian, around 2 months old
Every day, multiple times each day, she would cross the street to my house, while I held my heart in my mouth, trying my best to know and trust she and the kittens would be fine. She has taught me so much about freedom and about trust…as well as about surrendering all thoughts of worry and the things that I don’t want to create. She has helped me to focus my intentions on the positive, and to let go of ego-based conditioned and controlling ideas centered in fear. Such a powerful master, this tiny cat! She is afraid of nothing. Not fireworks, not gunfire, not hawks, not reckless drivers in fast cars. Her confidence, ease, joy, and determination are nothing short of amazing!
One day, I just happened to be looking out my living room window, when I saw my then neighbor from across the street holding a shoe box and reaching into the patch of poison ivy. I ran out of the house to see the kittens as my neighbor and his roommates gathered around. They were about a month old at this point, and completely healthy and adorable! I had been leaving them free, outdoors, and with their mom in the poison ivy patch, because I knew they would be safe there. And now that they had been removed from the patch, they became my responsibility rather than free and sovereign beings in their mother’s care.
Just out of the poison ivy patch!
The subject of freedom is a tricky one. We, as human beings, have been conditioned in separation consciousness. This generally means that we often feel responsible for others but are rarely able to take full responsibility for ourselves and our own states of awareness and creation. While feral cats are wild animals in every respect, we humans tend to feel that all cats are pets and should be treated as such. Cats don’t see things the same way we do.
I am full of admiration for the adaptability, intelligence, independence, and curiosity of feral cats. They are amazingly adept predators, and very skilled at taking care of themselves. As both a human and as a mom, I began to struggle with multiple concepts around taking responsibility for these young feline lives as soon as other humans and their values intervened into my relationship with this feral family.
At first, I was completely at ease with all of them continuing to live outdoors and to just provide food and outdoor shelter for them. However, when I made contact with people who rescue, spay, neuter, and provide other services for cats, there were immediately a set of rules applied to how I needed to care for these animals. Suddenly, I had taken upon myself a much greater weight of responsibility than I had ever intended or indeed wished to carry. In order to get a bit of financial aid to get all four kittens spayed, neutered, vaccinated, I had to keep them all indoors. Some very kind and lovely people lent me a kitty condo. At first, Cuernelio and her kittens stayed in a dog crate on my front porch. It was very exhausting and tricky, because my dog, Ruby, is very reactive to Cuernelio.
Cuernelio keeping an eye on her babies from outside. Ruby keeps an eye on Cuernelio.
Eventually, I had to get a wide pet gate between my kitchen and the living room, to keep Ruby away from the cats. At one point, she crashed through my big picture window in my living room, trying to get at Cuernelio. Miraculously, neither Ruby nor the kittens, who were in the condo directly on the other side of the window, were injured by the shattered glass.
Which brings me to my Marie Kondo and Cats epiphany. Since my son went away overseas to study in Finland in 2017, I have been very progressively working on decluttering my house. Letting go of all sorts of things. Trying to be less attached to material things, since things are an illusion anyway! Well, the cats have definitely accelerated this process of detachment by systematically breaking and destroying things inside my house. Ophiuchus has climbed my curtains and snagged them to shreds. He has torn my screens on the screen door, and has broken innumerable vases, pieces of pottery, and other collectibles, including some very sentimental mementos. My leather couch, that I have kept covered for years, is now shredded on the one area I couldn’t cover by Foofnelian’s claws, despite my investment in several cat trees equipped with scratching posts. My living room chair is equally shredded, and the cats created a nest/hiding place inside the seat. My wool living room rug is stained and damaged.
Ophiuchus
As time has gone by, I have learned to let go of the thingness of the things I have. By being reduced to shreds, I no longer need to worry about being attached to them. When it is time for me to move one day, it will be easy to discard these things. Detachment is an important high level spiritual skill. After compassion, and non-judgment, to be able to live free from attachment to things or to outcomes takes quite some practice! And, believe, me, cats are master teachers in this area!
I still have a ways to go, but my being adopted by cats has helped me to grow in so many ways and so many directions. All of many animals have taught me gratitude, and their loving presence has been so healing and encouraging during this last year and a half, though at times I thought I was going to lose my mind. Trying to adapt to all of the newly added tasks, I wonder why or how my newly empty nest suddenly came to be filled with felines?
Once Cuernelio was spayed (as were the four kittens, two of which were adopted by a friend and neighbor), Titi Snowth began to wander, in search of other females. He got into fights, and he is a small cat for a male. I began to worry about him. Then he was attacked and sustained a serious injury to his tail, which got infected. Titi is very shy and always has been. While Cuernelio is a friendly but independent soul who soon agreed to be petted and to come indoors at night, Titi was always reluctant to be touched. He will come sniff my hand and has even eaten treats held in my fingers, but he is still quite skittish.
Galactica, one of the two girls adopted by my neighbor.
It took me three weeks to get the help I needed to borrow a trap, catch him, and get him to a vet who agreed to see him without a prior appointment, since I wasn’t sure when I could trap him. After a month indoors and two rounds of antibiotics, the tail injury (it was broken and abscessed), began to heal. Titi spent an entire month in my extra bathroom, and he did remarkably well…after the first few nights. He escaped from a closed dog crate, which I put in the bathroom to help him feel safer… and ripped his paw on the crate door trying to get out. It was all very challenging and upsetting at times, but now he no longer wanders and seems very peaceful and pleased to spend time with his sister and to eat three meals a day!
It has taken quite some time to get to a place of harmony. Ruby still chases some of the cats, but she and Ophiuchus are mostly good buddies. Hopefully one day I can take down the pet gate. Time will tell! Titi comes and sits by the screen door outside, while his son and daughter talk to him. It’s very adorable. Cuernelio will only come inside when she is good and ready, and she lets me know when she is. Sometimes I go to bed, because I have to get up early for work, so she has to adapt to me too. She became very upset (in her own good-tempered way, by peeing and pooping in my hallway) when I tried to keep her inside or trick her into coming in, and it was also kind of exhausting for me. So now, I just trust that she will come in when she’s ready. We respect one another that way. And I agree to not worry about her. She is an adult woman and can take care of herself.
Cuernelio on the roof next door.
I refuse to listen to fearful talk by others on Nextdoor or other sources. People who love animals dearly unconsciously devote much energy to discussing fearful outcomes, predators, etc. Most people don’t realize that they create their experiences of reality based on their thoughts, intentions, words, emotions. Every single day, even multiple times each day, I charge my house, garden, pets, myself, my neighbors, their homes, pets, the trees and plants…and my entire neighborhood for a six mile radius with a beautiful protective ring of pure electronic Source energy. I send love and pure source light into everything and everyone I care about. Raising the frequency of these areas and beings. Knowing and declaring that only that which matches the frequency of Source, of the divine I AM presence can enter this ring of intentionally charged energy. This allows me to relax my mind and to focus on whatever tasks are at hand.
Sol or Soul? We are all portals for light and consciousness.
Dearest readers,
If you have been following and supporting the ascension of humanity and our planet from 3-D to 5-D and above for some time, you will most likely be aware of much talk about a solar flash that would awaken humanity. This flash ostensibly was to assist our ascension from a state of unconsciousness, separation from our true identity and power, and imposed and continual abuse against humanity and the planet that have lasted for eons.
Could the solar flash we have been waiting for to awaken humanity come from the soul of humanity itself?
What has probably not occurred to most people is that the solar flash might not come from our sun. This idea came to me when a friend mentioned that a great and renowned guru had recently transitioned from his body in order to produce a significant burst of light here on our still darkened Earth.
We each have personal soul contracts that we agree to, before stepping down through the dimensions into the thick layers of density and into what appears to be solid human bodies. Sometimes souls agree to all “die” together in large tragic situations, such as 9/11, a plane crash, a riot or mass shooting, a war or genocidal attack…in order to produce large flashes of light which assist other humans in their awakening.
When we die, the light that we are is released from the bodily form. When many people die together, a huge amount of light is emitted.
I have been grieving a lot lately. Sometimes it’s challenging to untangle myself from the distractions of density. The massive deceptions of the dark controllers with their labyrinthine lies and machiavellian tentacular systems seem to easily trick the general populace. Even though medical doctors, scientists, patent lawyers, and concerned citizens have been speaking out, demonstrating, and whistle-blowing around the world, most humans still entrust their futures and well-being with the propaganda produced by multi-national corporations. These entities clearly have planned the pandemic and vaccines well before this supposed accidental situation, as patents for both viruses and vaccines have been in place since 2008 and 2019, respectively. It would seem that the plan is to drastically reduce the human population on the planet, using a vaccine as a so-called panacea, and convincing humans to take it in order to be saved from the “terrible virus”.
Those of us who can see through the plans of the dark controllers would love to convince those who can’t see what is going on, to open their eyes and to place their trust back in themselves, and not to give away their power continually to corrupt politicians and corrupted organizations, such as the WHO, CDC, UN, NATO, European Union, etc.
Humans have been conditioned to see themselves as weak victims and to give their power away for thousands of years.
However, it is nearly impossible to wake up those who are not ready to wake up, and, as lightworkers and starseeds, we cannot interfere with another’s path. All we can do is to hold the light and trust that there will be enough light to expose all of the darkness and to allow those who remain in bodies to work together to build New Earth.
It can be very, very painful to be here and to be awake right now, especially if we focus on the outer “reality”, which is really an illusion. I keep telling myself I need to step into detachment and to know that everything is perfect as it is. That there is no death, not really. Time does not really exist. From the higher realms, a human lifetime is the blink of an eye, if that. And that the angelic and compassionate souls who have come in and who have accepted to take the vaccines, while innocent of the dark intention of the vaccine makers/pharmaceutical companies and the corrupt organizations, corporations, and politicians who are profiting from the sale of these lethal cocktails, are also saints.
There are hundreds of millions, if not billions, of saints walking the planet today.
Saints are always portrayed in art as having haloes of light around their heads. They are flashlights. Beaming light into the world through their sacrifice and their integrity. We would imagine that they would do this consciously. But I think the same effect can be produced by an unconscious sacrifice as well.
Canadian physician Charles Hoffe has reported that many of his patients having received the vaccine (at least 62%) show micro blood clots in their bodies. These minuscule clots do not show up in MRI or CAT scans. But over time, the spike proteins cause tiny capillaries to become rough on the inside, so that blood cannot easily flow through. The body responds by closing down or destroying that capillary. As this happens all over the body, the heart, lungs, brain, spine are affected. Over time, the heart eventually can no longer function. Dr. Hoffe predicts a person may live only up to three years with these trillions of spike proteins/mRNA units in every cell of the body as they flow through the bloodstream.
Intentionally designed to stop the hearts of humans who accept them, the vaccines cannot destroy the cosmic heart or the heart of humanity.
If hundreds of millions of people, possibly billions of people die over the next three years, what will that be like for us to experience? I have been crying just thinking about it. And I honestly can’t really imagine it. It’s too terrible.
People such as Bill Gates, Anthony Fauci, and their cronies rejoice at the success their depopulation strategies, as they fill their pockets, having invested prior to the pandemic in body bags, vaccines, PPE, temporary mortuaries, and so on.
What they have not taken into account is that these potential massive death counts will be, if they do happen, so distressing and so incredibly traumatic to humanity, that the light shed by these millions or billions of sainted beings will be more than enough to expose the entire heretofore hidden workings of the “cabal”.
The trauma designed to increase compliance may well be the final unleashing of humanity’s power and remembrance of unity.
Every truth holds a paradox, and every situation designed to do harm also brings an opportunity for love and spiritual growth. This is something that cannot be controlled. My personal intuition and prediction is that this massive and horrific attempt at the genocide of the entire human population, with no particular focus on race, gender, age, sexual orientation, or religion will be the “soular” flash that will awaken the collective out of division and back into unity.
So I feel we must honor and cherish those who are possibly sacrificing their lives for the upliftment of humanity, if this is the timeline that rolls out. Please don’t call them sheep. They could be participating in a crucial way in the awakening and in the ascension process. For those who made such agreements before descending into density, the soul contracts are being honored, and they cannot wake up and take the vaccines consciously. It would be too hard. Some of the most lovely, kind, selfless, creative, wonderful people I know have taken these vaccines. My heart is overflowing. I want to save them and I cannot. And so I honor them. They, and we, are the ones we have been waiting for.
We all make soul contracts before we take a body of form. We can’t interfere with other people’s soul agreements.
The ascension is now, and it is not like anything we could have imagined. It is both horrific and beautiful. We must stay focused on our divine source energy and continue to stand in and for the light, for love, for freedom, for peace…for all of us. The dark ones have played and continue to play their role to hold separation and what we call “evil”. That is their role. To remember our divine nature as fractals of the one, unified consciousness which is the only reality that exists, we must also recognize that the dark ones are also part of this unity…whether they accept it or not.
The “soular” flash and the ten days of darkness are perhaps both metaphors and very real events. We are in the middle of both right now, as the darkness rushes their plans to shower us with crimes, violence of all kinds, to deprive us of food and the feeling of safety, to kill us with drugs and nano-technologies while pretending to heal us…and as the human spirit, full of kindness, compassion, emotion, light makes the choice to continue a path in separation and agrees to be tricked and manipulated, or makes the choice to take full responsibility for our creation and stands tall, full of dignity, joy, and peace.
Can we withstand this last massive assault against humanity and our beautiful planet? Can we lift above the lateral spin of the chaos of density and know that all is truly well from a higher perspective? We must stand strong and know that the light always envelops the darkness and reveals what has been hidden, no matter how clever or brilliant the devious plans to conceal the nefarious intentions may be. Billions of high level souls have incarnated on Earth at this moment to show the darkness what light really is, and what loves really feels like.
Over 2000 years ago, a man called Yeshua talked about a truth that would set humanity free. Yet to this day, it seems like very few humans have truly gotten the message and have applied it to their lives. Yeshua, or Jesus, was a master of consciousness. Some call him a master of physics. Despite the availability of these teachings to those who seek them out, most of humanity seems to be quite willingly walking into a death trap of total slavery, population reduction, infertility, and complete abdication of all freedoms and civil liberties. It would seem that most humans live their daily lives without an inkling of our amazing innate power to create whatever sort of reality we wish to experience. .
What is the truth that sets you free?
The truth, if you understand it and apply it in your every waking and sleeping moment is this: “Reality” is not real. The only thing that is real is your state of consciousness and how you use it. The truth is that nothing is outside of self. And what is inside of self is the infinite creative power of what people call God. We are each a fractal of the infinite power of the divine, and nothing is outside of that. What we call reality is simply a reflection of what we are each co-creating using the power of our thoughts, emotions, and intentions.
Reality is an illusion.
Whether we are slaves to a system of conditioned beliefs or we are freely co-creating our own intentional version of reality, we are always creators and we are always powerful, whether or not we are aware of this fact. There is a single unified source of consciousness from which all realities, energies, and experiences stem, and we are each fractals of that consciousness field. Perhaps we are all just figments of a vast and infinite creative imagination, dreaming our own versions of reality. Sometimes I think we are just part of a vast layered, multi-dimensional dream, living infinite simultaneous experiences and variations in a vast array of circumstances and forms, and that we don’t exist at all in the way we think we do.
Freedom is a conscious choice.
Just as the ocean is composed of droplets of water that are the microcosmic carbon copy of the entire ocean, so is our droplet of consciousness in our body vehicle as powerful as the entire consciousness field some people call God.
Whatever we allow into our lives or into our minds and hearts, whatever we agree to believe in becomes our truth and manifest experience of reality. Even if it is something we dislike or even hate. If we focus our attention on someone or something, it becomes real. We must always be laser focused on what we give attention to, because our power of intention creates exactly what we focus on and in what we believe to be true.
The entire experiment of what we call life is a journey of self-awareness. Not the limited ego self, but rather the remembrance and rediscovery of our soul essence or God consciousness. This is our divine I AM presence, as taught by the ascended masters. When we do fully remember our true identity, we can choose to stop giving our power away. A truly awakened individual is entirely aware of the responsibility we each carry in the co-creation of our personal and collective experiences of reality.
There is no need to suffer. Mastery of consciousness is available to each and every one of us
There are no good guys or bad guys. Humanity is currently captivated by a system of propaganda, entertainment, education, conditioning that does everything it can to distract us, scare us into compliance, and keep our attention focused on the most base and low frequency mental and emotional vibrations, encouraging us to co-create a reality that benefits not humanity nor the planet, but the well-being, wealth, and power of a handful of individuals and groups who seek to control the consciousness of the planet permanently.
A vial with a Pfizer label is seen with a syringa and needle in this photo illustration taken in Warsaw, Poland on March 31, 2021. Pfizer and Moderna have started COVID-19 vaccine trials on children as young as 6 months and ages up to 11 years old in the US and Canada. (Photo by Jaap Arriens/NurPhotoia Getty Images)
As you master your own consciousness, you will shift your focus inward and look outwards to enjoy the fruits of your creation.
Everything is energy, frequency, and vibration. Our thoughts, our feelings, the chair we sit on, a rock, a cloud, a person, a mountain. Everyone and everything is not solid, but rather is a constantly evolving energy field. And when we interact with others, we share and blend our energy fields.
When we awaken, we become intentional creators. That is what the Ascension process is all about. Raising our frequency and consciously co-creating the illusion or experience of reality that pleases us and gives us joy. Nothing more than that.
When we awaken, we become intentional creators of New Earth, not observers or victims of a dysfunctional dystopian control system.
Humanity does not have to suffer and to inflict pain on self or others. Nothing that we have been shown as the state of reality or human nature must stay as it is, unless we continue collectively to give our power away to a group of elites who seek to hold the planet in a nightmarish dystopian control system in which there is no freedom, no creativity, no life, no ability to reproduce independently of technology. We each have important choices to make at this time. As humanity risks total enslavement in this war on consciousness and information, World War III has come to a head with this artificial pandemic and final solution vaccination campaign.
Human nature is not evil. There is no need to judge ourselves or others, no matter what they say or do. Just take responsibility for your own consciousness, and you will be a co-creator of Heaven on Earth, if you so choose.
The answer is not to react against the elites, their crimes against humanity and the planet, and their power grab. That is their creation, their choice. You don’t have to agree with it or waste your energy reacting to it. You don’t even need to be angry or to judge them for their creation. The answer is to remember your own power and to begin creating the reality and experiences you would like to enjoy, and to think about what sort of world you would like to leave for your children and future generations. This truth will set you free. Think about it, and choose carefully.
If you are new to the global awakening and the ascension process of humanity and of our galaxy, then you might be wondering what ascension and awakening really mean.
Ascension means choosing to operate from a higher frequency and higher level of consciousness.
Our home planet, Earth, is located in a “dark” part of our galaxy. There is only a small window that opens every 26,500 or so years in which Earth is exposed to the photon belt. This photonic light triggers mass ascension or awakening in beings who have been living in darkness, or separation from our innate truth. Awakening means remembering our true identity as fractals of a single unified Source or God consciousness. The separation or density experiment takes place on Earth for the most part because of where we are located in our galaxy.
Our souls choose to incarnate on Earth, for the most part, to experience the contrast and struggle of the density experience. Density or separation consciousness, is characterized by codependency, lack, fear, self-doubt, victim consciousness, a service-to-self ethic. In density, the limited personality is run by ego. Reality is defined by that which is outside of self. The focus of consciousness is in the brain or the mind, rather than in the portal of the heart. In density, the body is equated with self, and the death of the body is the death of self.
Earth is located in the “darkest” area of our galaxy. We are a remote outpost and magnet for density experiences. Opportunities for ascension don’t often come our way!
During an ascension cycle, typically those who have profited from separation over eons of time, strategically do everything they can to keep humanity in the dark. These groups create an artificially maintained lower state of consciousness, so that they can maintain their power over a sleeping humanity. As long as humans are maintained in a constant state of fear and separation, it is very challenging for us to awaken. In previous ascension cycles on Earth, humanity has self-destructed more than once.
The current ascension cycle is characterized by a splitting of humanity into groups. Those who are choosing to awaken and to expand their light and awareness in an effort to restore unity and peace on Earth, and those who are remaining asleep and freely giving their power away to the elite controllers of the planet. Many of the sleeping souls have contracts to leave the planet or to experience a “lower” timeline. Many souls on the planet today are here to assist humanity and the planet by holding the light for the collective. These souls did not incarnate to experience density or separation, but had to go through the process of lowering consciousness in order to enter the Earth plane and to fully live the human experience. An advanced or master soul might otherwise have trouble understanding humans in density, if he, she, or they did not go through the same struggles as grounded Earth humans do.
What we commonly call reality is an illusion that we co-create together using the power of our thoughts, emotions, spoken words, beliefs, and intentions.
Over the last several years, ascension guides and way-showers have been assisting the starseeds and lightworkers with their own awakening/remembering process. Because it is necessary to start from scratch, so to speak, in this ascension cycle, the starseeds often chose difficult families and life paths in order to stimulate the awakening and to broaden the service to others path once awakening was achieved.
A fully awakened human being is 100% aware of our true nature as soul or God consciousness fractals having accepted a temporary physical vessel in order to navigate a transitional reality field. The energy or attractor field surrounding an awakened being is like a full body halo. This energy field is a quantum attractor field. Every thought, feeling, or intention set by the awakened soul is coded and instantaneously creates a manifestation experience in what humans typically call reality. The awakened being knows that the only truth or reality is within the self, which is, by essence, the one unified consciousness. What we all experience together as “reality” is actually not real. It is a projection of all of our thoughts, emotions, intentions. Our collective and individual creation is what we intentionally create or what we unintentionally allow into being. The highest charge of an awakened being is to simply BE the energy of the one unified consciousness field. This energy signature restores all that it touches to unity, health, harmony, peace, joy. To our natural state.
Humanity has the power to create peace on Earth right now.
Our natural state as a fully conscious human being is to be abundant and creative in all ways. We can truly have whatever we want, as long as it benefits the highest good of everyone and everything that exists. The Law of Attraction is the density version of the Law of Instantaneous Manifestation, as taught by master teachers Sri Raam Kaa and Master Lady Kira Raa. When we are in victim or separation consciousness and are living from ego, we can use this law to attract to us things and situations that we want, but to shift up to an ascended version of this law, we must operate from unity consciousness.
The Law of Attraction originates from an energy of lack. The Law of Instantaneous Manifestation originates from the truth of the natural abundance of the universe.
The reason that there are so many “problems” in this world in which we live, is because we are experiencing a collective creation where most beings have chosen or allowed the service-to-self paradigm. This means that every time we make a choice (that doesn’t benefit the highest good of everyone, everything, and all that is), there are side-effects, ramifications, and this quickly creates a downward spiral. The only way to “cure” diseases, wars and conflicts, disharmony, environmental imbalances is to heal ourselves and to return to our natural state of consciousness, which is an ascended one. From a place of unity consciousness, we know, understand, and act from our hearts, not our conditioned minds. We are centered in a service to the highest good of all system of ethics, because we know inherently that everything and everyone, with no exceptions whatsoever, is part of the single unified consciousness.
A fully awakened human being stands fully in his or her power when he or she accepts full responsibility for all of her own thoughts, emotions, intentions, creations. The heart of an awakened being is fully open (with no doubt or fear whatsoever), and all conditioned beliefs born of separation or victim consciousness have been released. A full body halo is the form of the natural creator field for all human beings.
Humanity collectively has the opportunity in this ascension portal to up-level. Not everyone is ready to wear the full body halo again. Those who are ready have already awakened and have remembered their true nature, at least to some degree.
We are all ultimately responsible for the realities we create, consciously or unconsciously.
If we peek at the outer “reality”, the result of the collective co-creation, we see a lot of chaos. We see the truth disguised as lies, and lies parading as the truth. Only those with their eyes open, so to speak, can see the truth. Those who continue to believe in the conditioning that has held and continues to hold much of humanity in separation or victim consciousness are unable to see the truth. They believe the propaganda that they are fed by the machine that wishes to perpetuate itself and to keep the Earth and humanity in a state of enslavement. In this artificially lowered state of consciousness, people, plants, animals, and the planet are used as resources. Our minds are held hostage and mined for data that is sold as a commodity.
In the so-called outer world at this time in the ascension cycle, the truth is everywhere decried as a lie, and lies are promoted as truth.
Ultimately, whichever choice we make, we are always responsible for that choice. If we choose to remain asleep and give our power away, we are still responsible for that choice. There is no judgment; we are always loved, no matter what we choose. If we choose to awaken and to ignite our full body halo, co-creating New Earth, peace, perfect health, harmony, and joy, we are consciously taking responsibility for our co-creation. We are no longer allowing, we are fully empowered. For the awakened soul, the divine will or I AM presence and the human will align perfectly. All obstacles to that divine channel of creation have been released and willingly removed. That is what ascension means.
Even the most confident (in appearance) person on the planet has been trained to doubt their own creative abilities. Doubt is the emotion that, above all others, prevents the evolution of humanity and even world peace. Without supreme trust in our own ability to create the kind of world we want to live in, we continue to walk in place without being able to engage in an upward evolutionary spiral.
I take it as a very positive sign that I am guided by my Higher Self: yesterday morning I wrote this post about the effects of doubt. And yesterday evening, my Monday spiritual class topic was on the very same subject: how to release the illusion of density, which is anchored and made manifest by our doubting our own mastery and power.
As a child, I was always very shy, introverted, and afraid of other people. My mother was a very forceful, fearful, and controlling person. She often pre-empted my and my sibling’s choices, causing us to not trust our own judgment or even to know who were were, what we liked, what we wanted. Self-doubt has been a faithful companion for a good part of my life, and because of this invaluable training, I became aware of the effects of doubt, fear, self-judgment. The pain caused by these experiences inspired me to find my own power, and to become free of these emotions.
When we are filled with doubt, we sabotage ourselves and our dreams. And we keep wondering why the same things keep happening in our lives, when we want the opposite of what we keep creating for ourselves.
As a creative artist, I self-sabotaged my own success by doubting the quality of my work and my ability to make a living as an artist. As it turns out, it was not my own worth or the quality of my work that hampered my career. It was the self-doubt that created the poverty experience, the lack of success.
We are all very powerful creators, and doubt is a powerful expression that perpetuates an experience of poverty, lack, solitude, or whatever else you may feel you don’t deserve.
Even the most uncomfortable experiences can, by their familiarity, become comforting and comfortable. Change and the unknown are challenging, forcing us to question our mindset, the agreements we have made with ourselves. As my spiritual classes teach, the world we call reality is nothing but an illusion, a set of lies to which we all agree to relinquish our personal power.
We create obstacles for ourselves by doubting our own mastery, by not believing that our thoughts and intentions create our experience of reality.
As humanity, or a part of humanity engages in the upward ascension spiral, choosing to rise to a higher level of consciousness, some of us are choosing to step out of our comfort zones. While uncertainty is unacceptable from an ego perspective, stepping into trust and into the guidance of our higher aspect comes naturally when we accept the mastery of our Higher Self as our true identity. When we merge our limited human persona with the unlimited power of our soul/mastery presence, everything becomes possible.
The energetic signatures of doubt and fear guarantee a holding pattern of the known and the familiar. In order to step out of stagnation and survival consciousness, it is crucial to take a leap of faith.The release of all doubt is the foundation of our own trust in ourselves and the pre-condition for ascension.
Humanity has been conditioned to maintain a holding pattern in survival consciousness, characterized by codependent relationships, constant judgment of self and others, being rooted in the lower three chakra systems, holding the energies of victimization, abuse, and rescuing others rather than self-empowerment, self-love, and self-responsibility. We are taught that we are all separate from one another, from Nature, from God. We feel alone, limited, weak, and yet we strive for freedom, happiness, completion. In victim/separation consciousness, we can never achieve true freedom. It is always a distant goal, never attainable. This is how Capitalism captures us, with its never-ending temptations that never fulfill their promises.
It is only when we choose to reunite our limited human personality with our soul aspect or Higher Self and leave behind doubt and separation, ascending to a higher level of consciousness that we become free to create the reality our Self wants to experience. The higher aspect always works for the highest good of everyone and all that is. In Unity, there is no separation, nor is there desire in the limited aspect that we are conditioned to understand as reality in 3-D survival consciousness.
We have also been collectively taught to honor doubt and skepticism over faith and trust. Science has become the religion of the educated classes. When embodying a more ascended perspective, we don’t need to give away our power or faith to Science or Religion. We need only trust ourselves, our Higher Self, which is a fractal of the unified consciousness field.
Self-doubt bars us from ascending to a higher level of consciousness. The portal is open, and we can walk through at any time.
Self-doubt, separation, and limitation make us think we need others who are smarter, more experienced, better than us to find solutions to our problems. The ascended perspective sparks a very different response to problem resolution. In trusting our intuition, the voice of our higher self, we simply quiet our left brains and egos and trust that the answer will arrive, often in a form that is unexpected, but always accurate.
The ascended perspective is always perfect and provides solutions that the limited self could never produce. Humanity has been kept in a holding pattern and has not evolved out of separation consciousness for tens of thousands of years, because the limited mind contains only what it contains. Nothing truly new can ever come out of it. Innovation always comes from inspiration, and inspiration is drawn from the unified consciousness field. The portal or access to that field in 3-D consciousness is through the third chakra or solar plexus. In ascended consciousness, the crown chakra replaces the third chakra. In any case, intuition is the magical path to inspiration.
Trust in our intuition is the portal to freedom.
As I am writing this post, my son, who is a university student in Finland, contacted me because he can’t find the information he needs to complete his Bachelor’s thesis, and his thesis director is not much help. I told him to do some automatic writing to restore the flow and to help his mind to relax. And to ask his higher self for help. Then pay close attention to his surroundings, to his inner landscape, but above all to trust that the answers will come in some form or another. Often answers come in very unexpected ways!
Our lives don’t have to be stressful. Living in doubt and separation is a very challenging, exhausting, and stressful way to live, because we always have to work hard to just scrape by. Even those who appear to be successful rely upon the opinions of others for their sense of self, which is also stressful. When we reconnect with our higher self and let go of doubt, life becomes easy, simple, joyful.
Trust: When one door closes, many others will appear as if by magic.
It is as if the ego becomes a helpful passenger in a car driven by the Higher Self. When I was about 16 years old, I made a large pastel drawing on brown craft paper, representing myself at four different ages of life; as a toddler, child, adult, and as an older woman. My older woman self was driving the car, and my other “selves” were all passengers. I remember that my older self was wearing a square cut emerald ring. I don’t have a photo of the drawing, but it was an important work. A premonition about wisdom and knowing.
As our global corporate techno-culture pushes people to focus more and more on how Artificial Intelligence will improve our lives, people are becoming increasingly anxious, depressed, and even suicidal. Addictive behaviors and anti-social behaviors are at an all-time high. Technology and living in our heads separates us even farther than ever before from our true, authentic selves. As people continue to give away their power increasingly to technology, humanity is abdicating its freedom and creativity. Doubt, fear, anxiety are rampant in the culture of limitation and separation.
Doors will appear where there were once only walls.
If you do choose to ascend and leave behind doubt and fear, to take full responsibility for your life and for what you create, then your life will inevitably become more simple. You will probably rely less and less on technology. People may call you old-fashioned. Ascension may on the surface appear backward, but integration and unification are the way of the future. Leaving doubt behind will at first be uncomfortable, but once you get there, doors will appear where there were once only walls.
If you have made your way to my blog, then most likely you are aware of the consciousness shift on the planet and are interested in the ascension process. You are most likely aware that the state of your consciousness at any given moment creates your experience of “reality”.
I AM THE DIVINE PRESENCE OF LOVE.
When we are living an un-awakened life, we simply follow the beliefs and conventions that we are taught from birth. This process of conditioning is designed to take us as far away from our natural self, power, and birthright as possible. The separation from our true self is the source of all chaos, disease, war, cruelty, pain, and suffering in the world.
Chaos, or disorder, is the result of unintentional living and separation from the awareness that we are divine, always expanding, light in form. Codependency is the natural expression of life in density.
Organic life tends to organize itself in harmonious forms or geometric patterns. We could call this tendency towards harmony or balance coherence. Health is coherence. Peace is coherence.
When we allow ourselves to shift away from coherence and to separate or forget our innate belonging to the cosmic design, then, little by little, we become ill – mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually. The farther we separate from our authentic self, the more desperate, depressed, angry, fearful, judgmental, and sick we become. We are conditioned to seek responses outside of self, and so we self-medicate, over-eat, become workaholics, alcoholics, drug addicts, approval seekers, get glued to phones and social media. Distractions from our pain are characteristic of life in density. Giving up our power is also endemic. And the deeper we dive into density, the further we take ourselves from our pure I AM expression.
In order to heal and to return to balance and coherence, we have to wake up, remember that we have been conditioned, release all of the programming that takes us away from our authentic self, and then be brave enough to live from our inner truth in a world that does not, for the most part, agree with or understand coherence.
Ascension requires a high level of integrity, personal responsibility, and courage.
Once fully awake and aware of how the current paradigm of separation works, with its codependent relationships, victim/survival consciousness, values of superficiality and favoring external solutions over internal truths, and an overall rule that we must constantly give up our power and sovereignty to others and to external forces and truths, then we can finally begin our ascension.
Ascension means living from a higher level of consciousness. What is the level above survival/separation? The answer is Unity. In unity, there is no judgment, separation, or pain, though you still feel deeply and are very empathic and compassionate.
The primary characteristics of our current paradigm here on Earth in 3-D are polarity and contrast. Everything is paired off in often antagonistic opposing labeled identities. Judgment and hierarchy play a key role as well in these pairings. Good, bad. Black, white. Privileged, impoverished. Abuser, victim. Patriarchal, feminist. All of the system that 3-D produces to solve problems caused by the conditioned mentality of separation produce only more separation and polarity.
There is no difference fundamentally between Communism and Capitalism from an energetic perspective. They are both “isms” created by the 3-D paradigm, and they are both power structures that cannot produce harmony by their very nature. Even though the ideology of Capitalism says it provides equal opportunity to everyone to become wealthy and to pursue happiness, there are always a few who manipulate the system to their advantage. Manipulation and trickery are a core value or attribute of 3-D consciousness, because in separation, people cannot easily differentiate between what is true and what is not. In density, we agree to be disconnected from our inner compass, or intuition.
Communism, which supposedly supports the idea that all wealth be shared equally by all people ends up consistently producing a similar hierarchy and power structure that attempts to limit and control the consciousness and freedom of its citizens. While the styles are different, the outcome is much the same. Globally, today, we see multinational corporations and tech companies practicing censorship, control, and invading people’s privacy in so called Capitalist democracies. Using people as objects and as a resource to increase their already vast wealth and power. These fascist entities are the end-game of 3-D.
To rise above 3-D is to reclaim unity with our true, essential nature. To let go of all judgment, and to replace hierarchy with cooperation. Manipulation and criminal behavior cannot function or be perpetuated in an ascended society. And the culture of punishment can no longer persist either. The whole judiciary system would have to be either eliminated or vastly changed. Because if we are truly one, then the Golden Rule is not just a nice idea. It is reality. If you are me, and I am you (and this includes, plants, animals, air, water, soil, the planet and everything in and on it), then I cannot use you for my own benefit or harm you in any way.
In this time of transition between 3-D to 5-D and beyond, the most powerful thing you can do is to send love and light equally, and without judgment, to everyone (NO EXCEPTIONS!) and everything on the planet. It is not easy to do this, because we are conditioned to judge those who harm others.
In Unity, there is no judgment. I just saw a short heartbreaking video on Instagram of a small street dog born with no arms. Someone shot this poor creature in the head, and she somehow survived all of this trauma. I started to cry, because I love animals so much. How can people mistreat these beautiful creatures? It is unthinkable to me to cause harm to another being. Yet I know I must send love to those who harmed this beautiful being as well as to the dog herself.
The dark cannot persist in the light. Darkness or what we call “evil”, “criminal”, or “selfish” behaviors are part and parcel of 3-D separation consciousness. The darkness is just another aspect of the one unified consciousness, and in 3-D, it provides contrast, allowing those who are ready to remember their true nature as light in form. And light is in constant and infinite expansion. It is because we have allowed our light to be capped by a sheath of darkness that we have gotten confused. Everything is indeed perfect as it is.
We do not need to use our power to try to awaken or to change others. We can share and plant seeds, but ultimately, everyone is on their own path to awakening, living out the experiences they chose to embody before coming to Earth in human form. Love is our unique super-power. It is light and emotion bound together in our human bodies and consciousness. By intentionally sending love to everyone and everything, even in the privacy of our own home, head, and heart, we are changing the manifest reality that we all experience together collectively.
I may not be able to meet with or talk to Bill Gates, the Clintons, the Bushes, Elon Musk, Jeff Bezos, Mark Zuckerberg or other big names in world finance, tech, or politics. But I can send them all infinite light and love. You don’t have to like people or what they do to send them love. By accomplishing this powerful act daily, without judgment, you are increasing the light quotient on this planet. Not only does this help to heal the planet herself (and send her love too!), it reveals the darkness and corruption, making it visible to all.
The chaos we observe everywhere around us is a reflection of the inner states of our individual and collective mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual bodies. Our personal light quotient and coherence has a direct effect on the manifest realities we all experience together. When we choose to be reactive rather than reflective, we add more energy to the machine of chaos.
Imagine that all of reality is like a giant kaleidoscope pattern, always moving and changing and reflecting the state of humanity and the planet’s collective consciousness at any given moment in time.
A chaotic pattern can be restored to coherence by our individually and collectively increasing our own coherence and by expanding our own light quotient. The only way to do this is to raise our frequency by releasing density. Since birth, we have been accumulating refractions or separations from our natural state of love. By choosing to be born on Earth, we also chose to experience density and forgetfulness of our true nature. Awakening means remembering and letting go of those refractions. By releasing density and remembering our natural or innate truth as light in form, we shed the cloak of chaotic living and restore coherence to the living pattern.
The biblical teaching “love your enemy” is not just a nice, moral thing to do. It is an instruction on how to create peace by using our consciousness intentionally and responsibly. It is mathematical and scientific.
Everything that exists in the universe or multiverse is an illusion created by a fractal of the one, unique consciousness that is our source creator, love, and light. By aligning our identity with our source energy, we reunify with the coherence that is light and love. We are all light and love by nature. Even the “bad guys”. There are no exceptions to this truth. So when you do choose to love your neighbor or your enemy, you are helping to restore to the original matrix the illusion that we share together and that we call life.
Everything that exists follows a spiral of evolution. Life is an experiment in consciousness, which constantly evolves and devolves. It is a game, in a way. Souls are fractals of the unified consciousness that choose to break off and to have experiences in different realms. There is no good or bad, no judgment. Just experiences.
We are all free to choose the type of experiences we would like to have. Do you need to experience more chaos, pain, suffering, depression, separation? If you do, there is no judgment. If you are ready for more light, love, and coherence, and if you are ready to release the fragments of refraction and separation from your initial divine identity, then the recipe for return is simple. Step out of your head. Align your heart and emotional body with your physical body. Cleanse and clear all of your bodies of all conditioning. Stand in the emptiness and allow flow to bring you everything you need, free of all desires and preconceived notions of what happiness is or what you think you need. Just be. When you are standing in coherence, in the purity of your beingness and light, there is nothing else to do.
Keep loving your friends and enemies. Loving is ascension. Your light will expand exponentially, as will the light in the world. Keep releasing the conditioning. Every time you do, your light expands. Every time you resist corruption, get obsessed by the news, hate your enemies, participate in activism or resistance to the status quo, density on Earth is reinforced. There is always a choice. Your personal ascension creates peace on Earth.
As the frequencies on the planet have rapidly escalated over the last several years, talk about fulfilling one’s life purpose or mission have become increasingly commonplace. As we shift out of the third density experience into 5-D, we are increasingly reluctant to give up our personal power or to trade our soul purpose for security and survival.
The persistence of the 3-D “physical” realm depends on humanity relinquishing our personal power and soul work. Third density is all about control and placing our power and knowledge outside of self. The return to unity consciousness and 5-D is about a return to intuition. Once we shift out of 3-D, we know and trust that everything we need to support our personal mission will be given to us through synchronicity, as long as we are in full integrity, using our talents to support the highest good of everyone and everything.
Many of us have multiple life purposes and missions that may overlap.
As we collectively and individually shift our focus away from loving and accumulating material things to loving ourselves and all of life on Earth, the question about why we are even here at this time naturally arises.
Very recently, I have had to bring out of storage into my very small home, over 30 years’ accumulation of paintings, drawings, sketchbooks, family photos, letters, art catalogues, sentimental items. Having to sort through all of these things and letting go of attachments to things that no longer serve is a very powerful and poignant spiritual growth experience. Now is the time to let go of the pains and joys of the past and to move fully into our missions. Of course, we have been doing the work since birth, consciously or unconsciously.
Amongst my boxes of personal artefacts, I found a book called “I See Your Dream Job: A Career Intuitive Shows You How to Discover What You Were Put on Earth to Do”, by Sue Frederick. (St. Martin’s Press, 2009)
Using numerology, basic astrology, and intuitive guidance, the author explains how everything in our lives is by design. Through my own path, I have come to most of conclusions the author makes on my own. Her suggestion that by remembering the single most painful experience of our lives and how we could comfort ourself had we been our higher self at that moment of great struggle, we can access our highest purpose is very illuminating.
The truth is that we each chose to be here now, exactly as we are. We chose the challenges, the difficult people, the abuse, trauma, the pain in order to remember our mastery and power when the time was right. It is not easy, by any means, to push through the wounds we have accumulated through many lifetimes. Every awakening is a process of integration, a spiral of energy that we travel around. With each revolution on the upward spiral, we refine our understanding and our integrity, as we remember why we chose to experience so many painful events.
While the conventional “matrix” social system strives to control us indefinitely by generating and preserving the alchemy of fear, the awakening soul desirous of embodying its soul purpose must cross through the fear. Like a phoenix arising from its ashes, each of us must leave behind the “ashes” of our old life and experiences and use the fertilizer from these experiences to grow anew.
I am still climbing my own upward spiral, my own road to true alignment and integrity with my soul’s purpose. I know that my purpose is to use my talents as an artist, writer, healer, teacher, speaker to support our beautiful planet and to be a voice for the Divine Feminine.
The voice of the Divine Feminine has been silenced for eons, because She represents true, organic life.
The Divine Feminine cannot be controlled. She is life itself. The system controlling the planet and humanity for these many thousands of years has mastered how to suppress human and planetary freedom and creativity by keeping us fearful, distracted, and focused on external goals, appearances. We have agreed to make and keep ourselves small, in exchange for pitiful pittances that we are taught to believe keep us safe from countless threats that surround us at all times. The control system’s intention is to ultimately completely replace the Divine Feminine, the original organic matrix, with an artificial matrix, or AI system to which we would all give up our soul purpose, integrity, and connection to our source creator. This includes our and the planet’s ability to reproduce naturally.
By keeping us in our heads and making us believe that all knowledge and power is found outside, rather than inside of self, we remain powerless and dependent upon the control system. That is how it works.
The truth is, each human being is infinitely powerful. But we have to remember who we are. We have to remember our soul’s purpose that we came here to experience and to embody.
This is where childhood and life traumas play their role. Each time we are challenged or triggered, this was planned before we were born. The most painful traumas show us what our soul purpose is. In my own case, I experienced emotional abuse and bullying over and over again, throughout my life. My voice was crushed, silenced. I kept standing up for myself, and it kept happening, again, again, again. I came to a point where I felt that to be a girl, to be a woman, was a source of pure pain. And I was determined to not be a mother to a daughter. To an extent where I had two abortions in my lifetime, many years apart, but both in which I knew the fetus was female. These experiences were the most painful of my life, and they both reveal my true purpose for this lifetime.
To silence or be silenced, or to speak the empowered voice of the Divine Feminine, through my art, my writings, my love of Gaia, of her plants, her animals?
For so many years, I chose to hold the conditioned belief that I needed to have a job on the side so that I could continue to be an artist, because I could not sell my work. Holding that belief caused this to be so. In the jobs I have had all my life, I have never been given a leadership role. Often, I have been either overlooked, and sometimes bullied. I have always stood up for myself, yet on the fringes of my consciousness, I accepted invisibility as a cloak of protection. To cross through that cloak from the shadows into the light is what standing in one’s power and authenticity requires.
In childhood, my family chose to see me as the source of all of their problems, and they dumped their own shadow material onto me, so that they would not have to carry it themselves. I always went inward. I developed my intuition. I studied my own shadow, and the human shadow through art, literature, philosopy, psychology. I tried to understand others and why they do what they do. Wisdom was my goal, even from a very young age. It takes much courage to be your authentic self in a world that does everything it can to distract you from your true identity.
The great shift involves a process of soul retrieval.The personal power that we have each given away through every experience of abuse, victim-hood, PTSD, separation from our true, divine powerful self is now being collected and re-integrated by those of us who have chosen the New Earth awakening path.
This shamanistic, alchemical process is what healing is. Becoming whole again. Taking back our power. Remembering our true nature as fractals of the One Divine Source of Consciousness.
In reality, we never were, never are separate. But we forgot who we are, and in the process, we willingly gave up our power. Our soul’s purpose is the voice of our personal power. And our childhood traumas and all of our life experiences helped us to develop the talents we brought in, and gave us the strength, understanding, and compassion for self and others that we need to pursue our mission, in service to the highest good of all.
So if you are unable to focus on what your divine soul purpose is for this incredible lifetime, just focus on the most very painful moments from your life, from childhood or from adulthood. These experiences are a gift that will help you to break through your resistance to your own power.
I have made many very powerful paintings in my life, especially when I was younger. But in my youth, I did not believe fully in my worth as a woman and as a painter. I have had to experience so much emotional abuse, neglect, degradation in order to fully understand how the Divine Feminine has been treated, so that I am Her. And all of these refractions of pain, the facets of a beautiful diamond, are mine to spiritually and alchemically re-integrate back into unity and harmony once again.
There have been times, many times, when I felt like giving in, giving up. I never have, but I also haven’t yet fully stood up, in full confidence and integrity, without a single doubt in my heart or mind about my worth and value as an artist, woman, and representative for the Divine Feminine reintegration into our collective culture and consciousness. That is why I am here. This is what I must achieve.
If you know the signs to look for, it becomes clear that the Earth itself is breathing.
Dearest readers,
I consider myself to be apolitical, as politics are entirely a construction of density/3-D consciousness, and my focus is on assisting humanity and the planet to hold the light and transition into New Earth.
I must note that I was not allowed to save “President Trump” as a tag for this post. Censorship is not acceptable in a so-called democracy. But you and I know that we do not currently live in a democracy. Big-tech and the service-to-self system is a fascist system and has been for a very long time. It is now very clear what sort of system it is. I apologize to my dear friends who supported the Democrats in the 2020 election. They were tricked into believing that the rhetoric of empathy and compassion was spoken or promised with sincerity and authenticity. They have no idea that this party line disguises a transhumanist agenda, a plan to reduce humanity to a servile robotic race, to reduce the planet to ashes, all while vastly enriching a very few individuals. But not for much longer.
However, as we make this transition together, we can prepare ourselves for the many old structures that are about to collapse. Supporting humanity through this transition requires that we be circumspect, that we stay calm and united in our common humanity.
I personally believe that President Trump will serve a second term. If I were to identify with or support a political party, it would probably be the Green Party or an independent progressive, such as Bernie Sanders. The traditional Republican/Conservative platform does not represent the values of compassion, support of the well-being of all people and the planet that are so important to me. I feel, however, that these independent parties and candidates would never be able to topple the systems in place that are entirely corrupt and that cannot persist in a New Earth/5-D and above frequency. The current system, including the majority of players in both Democratic and Republican parties are service-to-self structures and do not support the highest good of everyone and everything on the planet.
The reasons that I believe that President Trump is the perfect president of the United States at this time and for this time are multiple. The main reason being that the majority of the U.S. military backs President Trump, and we need their assistance to topple the old system, which is a global system, not affecting just the population of the United States. In addition to the support of the U.S. military, President Trump has a strong backbone, and we all well know, a robust ego. It takes a lot of strength and self-confidence to not be swayed or frightened by the constant abuse and threats of a system that has survived for thousands of years by bullying, blackmail, and bribery. Since the mainstream media is controlled by service-to-self factions, all “news” is tainted by propaganda supporting the messages that are designed to hide the truth from the general population and to support the continuity and perpetuity of the service-to-self system.
So, dear readers, please take a step back when considering the current state of affairs as events unfold. Humanity and the planet need our non-judgmental love and support. Our consciousness creates our reality or experience thereof. If we are peaceful and unified in our love for life and our love for the planet, the transition will be experienced in a much smoother manner.
It is very likely that the massive corruption, including election fraud, be revealed very soon. Many of us have been waiting for so long for the global human trafficking rings and the pedophilia used to control and blackmail people in positions of influence be revealed to the general public. Around the world, arrests have been taking place, and networks of human traffickers are being dismantled. There is already evidence of this in the media in various countries, including most recently, Morocco.
As lightworkers, starseeds, and awakened human beings, it is our job to support the now sleeping general public. To calm people’s anxiety, to observe the unfolding events dispassionately. And to refrain from judging all human beings, including those who have chosen to take active roles in the service-to-self structures in government, finance, business, and other sectors.
By sending unconditional love and light to all beings without a single exception, we heal the world. We are powerful. By judging and condemning others, we condemn ourselves to perpetuating the 3-D reality that has caused so much pain to humanity and to the planet.
Nothing and no one are outside of the light, even those who have chosen separation and darkness, cruelty, greed, and abuse as their modus operandi. Everyone and everything are part and parcel of the one unified consciousness that is commonly called God.
When we choose separation, that is an act of free will. We are a free will planet. But that does not change the reality that everything, everyone is a fractal of the one unified consciousness. If that fractal chooses to play out the role and experience of separation in this experience we call life on Earth, then that fractal is playing a necessary role. The darkness and the light playing out in polarity were necessary parts of the 3-D experience in which we have all chosen to take part.
As we transition to 5-D from 3-D, this ascension process indicates an end to the 3-D experiment. But only if we voluntarily give up judgment of self and others. Only if we are able to fully feel empathy and compassion for all. Without these shifts in our personal and collective consciousness, we simply cannot ascend and build New Earth together.
So, my dear soul family, please remember our true identity and truth as light in form. Please remember your mastery, and please stay calm and observe the events as they unfold in 3-D peacefully. As we watch the “cabal” fall, please be grateful to be here to assist humanity and the planet. I am so grateful to be here at this time. And I will support President Trump in his likely second term, even though I am not a Republican. I am grateful to him, his staff, and to our military for playing their roles in the dismantling of a system that was designed to keep humanity at a very low frequency/level of consciousness so that humanity could be controlled and used for the purposes of the empowerment of a very few individuals, causing the suffering of so many.
We cannot build New Earth without the deconstruction of the old system. We cannot awaken the sleeping masses (those who are ready to awaken) without them becoming aware of the “truth”, of what they thought was real since birth. The mass media propaganda system will be dismantled quickly. There is so much work to do to help one another at this time. Our true creative abilities and talents will at last be given a voice, and no longer will we have to struggle to survive or do work that is not meaningful in order to take care of ourselves and our families. New Earth is our collective co-creation. It will not happen overnight. There will be many challenges and times of hardship. But in freedom, compassion, and non-judgment of one another, we can heal ourselves and the planet, and give hope to our children and to future generations.
The concept that everything is perfect right now, not only in our lives, but in the world, is a challenging concept to swallow. But it is also very relaxing to realize that we need only to shift our perspective on what we are experiencing to dramatically change the quality of our life experiences.
Everything in life can be relaxing, even when we are in the middle of chaos.
When I say that everything is perfect, what I mean is that everything we think, feel, and experience in what we perceive as the “outside world” is a perfect reflection of who we are at any given moment. It is a perfectly accurate snapshot of our energy, transformed into thoughts, feelings, events, and energetic patterns.
What we call reality is a holographic mirror of our inner states of being: mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual.
We always have the choice on how we react or respond to any situation, thought, or emotion. Reaction is generally a knee-jerk response that has been conditioned by habit or training from family, religion, culture, or past experiences and a desire to protect ourselves from further hurt. To respond to a situation is different than to react to one.
React or respond?
When we respond, it is implied, I feel, that we have paused for just a moment to reflect, before deciding what is the most beneficial or appropriate way to proceed.
Our lives are actually magical and full of wondrous details and opportunities for love, friendship, moments of encounter and discovery, sharing, and growth. When we are pulled into frightening, challenging, life or death situations or when our lives appear to be humdrum, without excitement or perspectives for hope, we face our deepest shadows.
Our life is a work of art that we are creating in every moment.
Anxiety, depression, anger, fear, hatred…the spectrum of emotions and expressions generated by our pain and feelings of lack – lack of self-love, shame, lack of self-empowerment all work together to produce situations in our lives to prod us to look ourselves in the eye and to take stock of our lives.
The shadow is the sum of creative energies that we have either suppressed or misunderstood.
For if our lives are full of drama and despair and our hearts are not at peace, then our world is indeed a perfect reflection of our inner personal state as well as being an illustration of the collective unconscious.
Becoming more self-aware and more loving of self is the fulcrum by which we can leverage our shift from depression to joy. Taking responsibility for the perfection of our life journey, no matter what it looks like, is the ultimate act of self-empowerment.
Taking responsibility for our inner lives allows us to emerge from depression back into joy.
To be able to show gratitude for whatever manifests in our lives is true power and is the key to shifting from acting and feeling like a victim to being a teacher, healer, mentor, or a creator of realities that reflect a more ascended perspective.
Our current reality or collective state of consciousness (which could be labeled Patriarchy, if we want to resort to labels) focuses on separation, blame, shame, lack, control, and hierarchy.
Whenever I am going through a difficult situation, I remind myself that everything that I have created in my reality is perfect, because I am responsible for its creation. There are still aspects of my shadow that manifest, coming up for expressions of gratitude and release.
It is impossible to be born and grow up on Earth as a human being without being indoctrinated or conditioned. It is up to each of us to wake up and to remember our true nature, as multi-dimensional creators of realities.
This is how we get out of our conditioned victim state that is run by our ego. This is how we ascend to the 5th dimension and beyond. It’s all about taking responsibility for what we create and for giving thanks for all that we are experiencing now or have experienced at some point along the way.
The world doesn’t always have to be as it is now.
It is a perfect reflection of a system that we have accepted as truth. We have accepted to play the roles of victims, persecutors, rescuers. As we shift our inner landscapes, that which we experience collectively will automatically mirror our personal growth.
As many people worry about the escalating chaos, anger, hatred, and polarity in the world, it’s the perfect time to look inward and to see how we can heal those very same expressions of emotional pain, division, separation, and lack in ourselves. The perfection of life is such that when we do our inner work, we are, in a very real way, healing the world.
Those of us who are awake and aware of the rapid rise of totalitarianism on Earth to benefit a transhumanist agenda often wonder how and why it is so difficult for most people to see what seems to be so obvious to us.
In density consciousness, a human being identifies solely with their physical body. Identity equals mortality. Because of that inherent limitation and the acceptance of victim consciousness as the only way to be human, it is very easy to manipulate the greater part of humanity.
The manipulators, ie the elites, globalists, whatever you prefer to call them, are master manipulators of consciousness. They are parasites and they use the suppressed creative energy of humanity to control the planet. This is why it is crucial for the elites to keep humanity compliant and to maintain a system that keeps people in fear and in the soup of density/victim/survival consciousness.
Once a person rises up out of density, it is easier to see what is going on. Once you know that your body is not who you are, but is rather a sacred vehicle that you agreed to journey with for a holographic adventure, then you gain perspective. You cannot be manipulated once you know this single fact. Death is no longer a punishment or a threat.
The so-called pandemic is merely a small piece of a greater effort to stop the ascension of humanity. It is, however, helping us all to see exactly who is compliant, who chooses to remain in density, and who is able to pierce the veil and to remember the true nature and creative abilities of the natural human being.
Because humanity has been conditioned on every level for so long, even the most educated and intelligent people I know are incapable of even glimpsing the truth of who they are, and of the nature of reality itself.
When you see people around the world easily accepting the transparent scape-goating effort of the non-vaccinated, shifting blame to those they are manipulated into seeing as responsible for the sickness and deaths of others, you may wonder why those individuals do not see that this pattern of blaming, shaming, bullying, and scapegoating throughout our society and our collective history. From Zero Tolerance of bullying in schools and social media, overnight it has become laudable for teachers and parents to bully children into getting vaccinated. It has become acceptable and important to focus blame onto the only people who are holding out for freedom and for a viable future for humanity and for the planet.
Many people I know are environmentalists and compassionate individuals, yet they too comply with this recipe for totalitarianism. When I ask these people if they would like to live in a world with no individual freedoms or rights, a world where you cannot keep or save your money, travel freely, a world where every single thought, spoken word, transaction you conduct is surveilled, they don’t seem to care or be bothered to consider that freedom itself is disappearing before our eyes. The conditioning, while telling the compliant that they are being caring and responsible, is actually making even smart people very selfish and focused only on their short-term survival.
Those of us who know what the “vaccines” really contain and are designed to do may feel sad or angry when faced with these responses. Why can’t these highly educated, smart, and kind people think for themselves? It can feel very frustrating at times. But there are multiple reasons why many human beings can’t or won’t wake up.
Compassionate starseeds often feel compelled to convince others and to shake the sleeping awake. This, in my experience, does not work. Those who are sleeping, and many of the sleeping are starseeds, have their own reasons, perhaps on a soul level, for their slumber. Perhaps they wanted to be here at the time of the Great Awakening, but they were not yet ready this cycle to wake up. Perhaps in the next cosmic cycle, the memory of this incarnation will be sufficient to jostle their consciousness and assist in their awakening then. There are so many potential reasons for people to remain asleep at this time.
And each awakening is accurately timed by the soul essence. Large numbers of compliant people allow the dark control system to pursue its agenda, causing the manifest reality to become more and more uncomfortable. The discomfort of the squeeze caused by limitations of freedoms, lockdowns, adverse reactions and deaths from the “vaccines”, may be the impetus for many to wake up. The depth of personal conditioning and PTSD, inter-generational codependency make suffering the norm for the vast majority of human beings. Kindness, compassion, creative thinking and problem solving, and even common sense are not the norm for humanity, even though all of these and more are our birthright.
I personally know that human beings are by nature very powerful and compassionate creators. Conditioning over hundreds, even perhaps thousands of generations, has beaten the human fabric into passivity and dullness. We are made to live in joy and flow, but we have been trained to give our power and our creative insights away to repetitive chores and systems that were designed to keep us alive (barely). To maintain our creative abilities and independent nature, we must be connected to our intuition and soul aspect at all times.
Focusing outward has been a very skillful trick used on humanity at large on so many levels. We are taught to give our power away, to not trust or love ourselves from a very young age. Only those who learn self-compassion and to honor the fact that we are multi-dimensional immortal beings are able to shed the mask of compliance and to remain independent from the control system. We know that even if the parasite “kills” us, we still live. Therefore, we can truly live unafraid, knowing and trusting that everything we need will always be given to us through the seemingly magical flow of energy that is the true reality.
The control system teaches us that we need to get food, money, shelter, clothing, etc. from an outside source. And they have made sure that they control all resources as well as our access or lack of access to those resources. The control system indoctrinates us with the concept that only experts who know better and more than we do know how to care for our bodies and how to organize our societies. The compliant have fallen into this trap, and this is why they can no longer think for themselves or assist in co-creating a world that serves all of us, including the planet herself.
It is only when all of humanity unites and realizes that we are all one heart, beating together as one, all connected on so many levels and dimensions, that we will live in ease, flow, and joy together. We could do it right now, but too many are not yet ready.
In the meantime, the awake and aware starseeds must hold the energies of the highest timelines for humanity and the planet. We do this by staying calm and peaceful. By not getting distracted, angry, or frustrated by what is going on in the world. By staying in the zero point of the creative field of flow, we stand in unity and co-creative power, stabilizing the potential for peace on Earth for all of us. Even though there are perhaps only 350 million awakened starseeds on the planet now, this is more than enough to carry the energy of New Earth for all 7 billion humans, and for Gaia and all of her creatures. This is the time to embrace our true creative potential and to hold onto that lifeline, anchoring the New Earth timeline for all of us to enjoy.
Since the so-called pandemic has arisen on Earth, a lot of questions have also arisen in my mind relative to the nature of consciousness, the extent and effects of mind-control technologies exercised over humanity, and how our own personal and collective levels of consciousness determine the quality of our experiences and health despite these ambient conditions.
While it is highly possible that a technology/virus was created to continue to manipulate human consciousness and to maintain control over humanity and the planet by keeping humanity divided from self and others, it is equally possible that the insertion of foreign DNA into the natural gene pool of the planet could lead to unexpected consequences in a rapidly ascending consciousness shift.
It has crossed my mind that the controllers of the planet would like to modify our human genetics by reducing or eliminating our ability to reproduce naturally or sexually. A virus could produce that mutation in our genetics. Like GMOs which introduce foreign DNA into our bodies, and other vectors which insert nanotechnologies into the same (from food, air, water, vaccines or other quantum techniques), our entire planet and the feminine or creative energies of life have been under attack for a very long time.
Extreme measures are now being implemented because the controllers know that Earth is now in a place in the cosmic cycle where the darkness cannot be easily or permanently extended or maintained…at least not for the next two thousand years. And perhaps they are extracting as much money, energy, and resources as they can to build hidden cities underground or off-planet to ride out our golden age until the dark ages return!
Because humanity has been asleep for so long, like the proverbial fairy tale princess, it is challenging to awaken and to remember our true nature and power. The controllers rely upon our conditioned minds to maintain their status, wealth, and power. The COVID-19 virus and co-relative introduction of 5-G Internet are only a few of many tools used to divide humanity, to keep people isolated from one another, to weaken our health, and to transform us into permanently servile and powerless beings.
I have noticed that well-educated liberals are some of the smartest but also the most deeply asleep people that I know. Many are self-declared atheists who proclaim a deep reverence for science. It is very hard for them to awaken and to realize that a narrative relying upon reason and logic is entirely fabricated and deceptive.
Yet the path to truth is a personal one and it cannot be instigated through conviction or by argument. Truth lies inside of each of us, and it is awakened through remembrance. We can be constantly exposed to low frequency energies, manipulative messages, anger, fear, shame, guilt, and doubt and choose not to be affected by these patterns.
The virus is not contagious by ordinary means. It is, I hypothesize, contagious by level of consciousness and acceptance of fear. Fear is a primary contagion factor. If we live in a co-creative illusion by choice, then we also choose, consciously or unconsciously, what we experience. When approaching a wild animal, if our energy conveys only silence, acceptance, and is neutral, we are less likely to be prey. It is possible that we can become invisible or non-attractive to a virus-frequency that does not match our own frequency. A high vibration human being is possibly not a match as host for COVID-19 or other biological/technological weapons.
Just before writing this post, I came across a fragment of a David Wilcock broadcast that is relevant to this topic. I couldn’t find the original broadcast, but it speaks of wave genetics, the research of Dr. Luc Montagnier, and how DNA can be transferred into water or other substances using energetic frequencies. He mentions a Russian scientist using a crystal petri dish to transfer a bacterial infection into an uninfected dish made of the same quartz material. Since water is also a crystalline vector, I believe the memory of the DNA of these substances that is communicated between what seems to us, unconnected recipients. In the same manner, as we shift from carbon based bodies to silica or crystalline based bodies, we can also communicate in a quantum manner and transfer DNA from one being to another symbiotically. Quartz and the memory it can store are key.
In Dean R. Koontz’s early suspense novel (written under the pseudonym Leigh Nichols and first published in 1981), he uncannily describes a virus called “Wuhan 400” – the 400th iteration of a biological weapon produced by a laboratory in Wuhan, China that is deadly but that once the host dies, leaves behind little to no contagion or cleanup. He even mentions a Chinese dissident by the name of Li Chen.
In the novel, a young boy, Danny, is the sole survivor of a group accidental exposure to the deadly virus. Held hostage in a secret military research center in the High Sierras, Danny is purposely exposed multiple times to the virus. Unknown to the researchers in the facility, the dark spot they see appear in Danny’s brain scans which continues to grow in his parietal lobe after each exposure to the virus gives him paranormal abilities. The boy realizes somehow that these new abilities allow him to move objects at far distances and to communicate with his mother who believes he died in a bus accident when on a survival outing with a group of scouts.
The repeated exposure to the virus in a person who mysteriously is immune to its negative/deadly effects and who develops new abilities is very interesting to me. This suggests the author’s intuition that a virus designed to be deadly could induce on repeated exposure a mutation that could enhance normal (or what we consider normal) human abilities.
It is also possible that COVID-19 has been designed to introduce alien DNA of some kind into the global human gene pool to change us all in some way. Since most all of humanity will have been exposed to the virus one or most likely multiple times, and most of us will not die of a viral infection induced by COVID, it is very possible that there is some design or plan behind this pandemic.
It is also possible that starseeds and lightworkers exposed to the virus while carrying the frequency of ascended consciousness can use the virus to accelerate the awakening on the planet. (My intuition) In 2005-6, insoulments received by Lady Kira Raa from Archangel Zadkiel speak of a flu-like virus circulating around the Earth at this time, and that this experience of illness is a reaction to the new energies of transformation circulating on the planet today:
Is it any wonder that you are on a planet that claims to have flu epidemics? Constrictions of the body are a response to non-familiar energy. As you familiarize yourself with new energies, this word new we define for you. Indeed, IT…IS…not new. IT…IS…a re-membrance. As you re-connect and re-member these energies, you can effortlessly re-lease constrictions. Many will experience fever, many will experience what feels like a cold, or a flu virus, many are experiencing inadvertent accident energy, dropping things, hitting things. Everything seems upside down, topsy turvy.
In Octavia E. Butler’s highly complex and deeply thought out trilogy science fiction novel “Lilith’s Brood”, only a few human beings are pulled from Earth by an alien species, the Oankali, after most of humanity is exterminated by a nuclear conflict that decimates most of the Northern hemisphere of Earth. The Oankali have advanced abilities in manipulating genetics of all kinds, and after studying humanity and culling only a select few after 250 years in stasis, they begin a project to repopulate Earth with human-Oankali constructs or hybrids.
No humans are allowed to reproduce in the old-fashioned way. Those who refuse to mate with the Oankali are called Resisters and are forced to remain sterile, though their aging process is stopped. On page 447 of Adulthood Rites, the very first human born male construct, Akin, returns to the Oankali mother ship, which is a conscious and living entity, to learn more about his off-Earth relatives. He comes to realize, as he nears adulthood and the age of metamorphosis, that he has a talent for relating to animals. He understands“You (the Oankali) controlled both animals and people by controlling their reproduction – controlling it absolutely.”
The Oankali believe that humanity self-destructed because of our innate combination of intelligence and extreme hierarchical structure (patriarchy), and they are very careful about which humans they awaken, in particular, the males of our species. Their agenda is to preserve genetic diversity and to further their own species. The well-being of humanity itself and the future of life on Earth is not their concern. They study us in extensive detail and are able to taste and derive extensive biological information from all life forms that they hold in their permanent memory, from which copies and modifications can be infinitely reproduced.
Since we live in a world where we, as human beings, are considered a commodity to be used, manipulated, and controlled, this trilogy is a must-read to help us to better understand who we are and how we related to ourselves, one another, and our planet…as well as to consider how we will deal with other species from other planets when the time comes.
I found this video by Magenta Pixie right after publishing this post…and it is synchronistically appropriate for this article, so I just popped it in!
I believe that human beings cannot be controlled or manipulated when we are in sync with our true natures and with the consciousness of the planet, her creatures, plants, elements, and elementals. We simply need to remember and to choose.
We have all been conditioned to live in fear, lack, division, anger, shame, guilt, doubt…all of the lower frequencies on the register of life. This is not reality…it is just one iteration of reality, one timeline that has been created for us for the benefit of a few people. Do we accept to allow this timeline to be the only possibility and continue to live in limitation and lack? Over the last few years, it has become increasingly clear to the global human population that most of us are merely surviving, that we are being manipulated by news media, social media, that we are being poisoned by our food, air, water, medications, and that a very few corporations and individuals are controlling the entire system that seems to want all of us to become genetically modified robots hooked up to a centralized artificial intelligence system.
While this is one timeline, it is not the only one available to us. I do believe that more and more people are realizing that consciousness is the nature of reality, and that while our consciousness can be manipulated externally, this can only be done if we allow it in some way.
So, from this chain of thought, the virus, like other tools used by the controllers, can be nefarious or fatal only if we agree that this is the case.
Like Danny in Koontz’s Eyes of Darkness, perhaps we can choose to use the virus to upgrade our DNA, as an accelerator of our own ascension process.
A friend and very talented and compassionate fellow writer recently shared with me the fascinating and horrifying true story of her ancestor, Massachusetts Puritan Hannah Duston (1657-1736).
Hannah Duston has been commemorated and was at one time celebrated for her brutal and vengeful acts of scalping and murdering in their sleep 10 Native American members of her captor family, including women and children, after she and two other women were captured by members of the Quebecois Abenaki tribe during a siege. Duston claimed that her newborn daughter was killed by the Abenaki during the journey to the island where she and the two other women where held hostage.
We cannot know how we will behave in an extreme situation until we find ourselves involved in that very situation. To judge others and how they act is tempting, but is ultimately very unfair.
Six different monuments commemorate Hannah Duston’s act of maternal revenge. These monuments were erected far after the fact, during the 19th century, and were used to justify scalp hunting and brutality against Indigenous peoples.
The short history of the United States is full of bloodshed, torture, violence, greed, and inequality, but our collective story doesn’t have to continue on this path.
Many of us, especially those of us living in the Southern United States, are constantly reminded of the deep shadows of our historical past. Confederate monuments and whether to preserve or do away with them have in recent months and years made headlines.
People always do the best they can, at any given moment, based on the level of consciousness at which they are currently operating
It is clear to me that the diverse peoples of our nation have much clearing and healing work to do. The extensive abuses of the past, justified by a level of consciousness that held no qualms about treating other living beings (as well as Nature) as property, can no longer be accepted or considered acceptable.
Blaming, shaming, criticizing, judging, and condemning the actions of past and present humans and cultures does nothing to heal us, nor does it help anyone to shift to a higher level of consciousness
Humanity is evolving, but the people and the planet still carry the energy of these wounds. And the works of art that celebrated a culture of intolerance and greed remind us all that these shadows live inside all of us, in the forms of racism, social injustice, the ideals of patriarchy, gender inequality…all of the values based on separation from our true human nature…in which there is balance, kindness, compassion, truth, and trust in our inner or intuitive guidance.
Art is a powerful tool for healing
I believe that as both individuals and as nations, we can heal the wounds of our collective past, for ourselves and for our ancestors. Art is a wonderful tool for healing.
My personal, intuitive, and creative suggestion for a step towards healing the wounds created by our nation’s founders and sustained by subsequent generations is to empower all of the diverse peoples and communities of our country. To create projects allowing all of us to work together to recreate all of the monuments that bear witness to the pain caused by a system that allowed only a few to flourish and many to suffer.
A call to recreate controversial public monuments
Every monument in this country that upholds the old values and level of consciousness could be deconstructed. Broken down into thousands of individual and neutral pieces. A community could then organically work together to build something new from the old.
Bronze can be melted. Stone can be transformed into chips, blocks, pebbles, spheres…into anything we can imagine. We can paint, scatter, tell new stories. Create through collaboration and creative play. By working together cooperatively, all peoples could embody the new level of consciousness represented by unity, peace, compassion, non-judgment, joy, playfulness, wonder, and imagination.
Art and imagination restore a sense of wonder and faith in our innate creative nature
Most people do not realize to what degree they are conditioned by society, family, education, media. It is impossible to incarnate on Earth without being normalized and separated from one’s true nature. That is the adventure of being human and living on Earth. To forget who we are, and then, as we navigate the challenges of life, to remember.
We all have a choice. To stay in the old way of being, based on separation, hierarchy, projection of pain onto others, competition, judgment, shame, victimization, codependency and to play that game for as long as we feel we need to…Or, we can realize that we have learned the lessons that all of these painful experiences of separation have provided. We can choose to be grateful for those lessons, and then move up to the next level of consciousness. There is no right or wrong way of being. All experiences are important, and we are all doing the best we know how.
It is my hope that humanity will begin to see the beauty in our diversity. By forgiving those who lived before us, we also forgive ourselves and love ourselves more. To give ourselves permission to feel joy once again. Forgiveness is an art form that allows us to let go of anger, hatred, and fear. When we let go of the past with gratitude, we are able to move forward and to create something new. That is healing. Remembering what it feels like to be whole, intact, full of love and trust.
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