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The end of fake freedom



Dearest readers,

In this post, I will attempt to explain how we can move from an illusion of freedom which is still our collective accepted reality, to living as truly free, powerful, and creative beings. This shift requires moving out of duality and into unity – out of the head and into the heart. Moving from a male dominated energy system into one in which the male and female energies are balanced. A way of living that is synergistic and holistic rather than dualistic, controlling, and which suppresses the creative powers of the feminine.


Most human beings still believe that they are free or that we are collectively living for the most part in free societies. My thesis  postulates that freedom and democracy are deceptive concepts introduced into a paradigm of duality: left, right, liberal, conservative, rich, poor, socialism, capitalism. There can be no freedom for human beings in the current collective mindset in which we have all been born and in which we all (or most of us) agree to live.



It is an extremely clever system, and it has been maintained for millennia. This system equally controls the wealthy and the poor, all “races”, all ages, male and female.  In this system, we agree to give up most of our freedoms in order to have our most basic needs met: food, water, housing. While we dream of living the desires of our hearts each and every day, we are controlled by fear. If I don’t pay my rent or my mortgage, my home will be taken away from me. I will be homeless. I will be hungry. I won’t be able to take care of my children, my family.

poor neighborhoods

We live enslaved to systems and institutions which are run by people or beings who live unfettered by the concepts and agreements to which we self-enslave. The elites pay no taxes, do not work in order to enjoy housing, food, water, clothing. These elites are not obligated by the laws that bind us, and they enslave and exploit men, women, children sexually and for other experiments without limit. The lineages running our financial, political, military, and religious institutions, and all of the corporations to which we willingly or more reluctantly give away our time, our energy, our health, our faith, maintain duality in order to control us and to preserve their power and privilege.


We barter our true nature and our true freedoms as creators in order to merely survive. We have learned to equate our entire reality to the confines of our physical bodies in this single existence. This is why all of the world’s major spiritual teachings speak of the ego and of releasing our attachments to things, to beliefs. The ego is not evil. It is a construct in our minds which allows the soul grounded in a physical body to survive in most basic terms. It serves a certain purpose and only enslaves us if we allow our self to exclusively identify our entire being with the limited construct of ego.


The chaos we observe in the world today is the expression of the death throes of duality. The end of both conservatism and liberalism, the end of elites running the institutions that throw us into endless debt, that conceal advanced technologies that would give us free energy, instant transportation to anywhere in the cosmos, and above all that keep us all running in circles, obsessed by drama, fear, and fighting one another instead of unifying and realizing that all of humanity, all of nature is a single family.


As more and more people in all countries on our beautiful conscious planet, Earth, begin to awaken and to realize that duality is not reality (not the only reality), we begin to shift. This process has been happening for many years as the energy quotient on the planet incorporates more and more light. Light is information, and our DNA transforms as we absorb this light. When we use our imagination and our intentions to shift our realities, the entire planet and our relationships to all that exists on the planet and beyond also change.


Communism, socialism, capitalism – all isms and so-called utopias constructed in the mind can never work for everyone in a reality construct that is based on duality. Duality means some are haves and some are have-nots. Equality cannot exist outside of the holism, outside of the heart. The heart is the gateway to the unified field. Without self-love, and without unconditional love to and for all that is, there is no possible utopia. We are not limited to duality, unless we accept that duality is the only way to live.

utopian duality

As it turns out, spirituality is physics. In conventional western medicine, duality rules. If you take a medication to help you get well, it also comes with a host of side-effects which are damaging. The body is seen as a machine, and disease as something to be fought and destroyed, rather than loved and thanked. When truly healing from the heart, all is energy. There is no good, and there is no evil. Nothing needs be fought or destroyed. Energy is never lost. It is simply transformed.  In a truly holistic healing path, there are no side-effects. The blockages of emotion or energies in the body which are no longer serving the collective good of all of the cells in the body are what cause what we call disease. Disease is simply the outcome of a person ignoring the total well-being of their mental, emotional, physical, and light bodies over a period of time.

body as a machine

The human body self heals. Constantly. It is a self-regulating system. The human body is designed to live a very long time. We are meant to live in harmony with our bodies, our minds, our hearts, one another, our environment.  Everything that is. Because everything that exists is energy. We are energy. Energy is ever-shifting, in patterns of light, sound, geometry. With our thoughts and emotions, we create frequencies. There is no good or bad. Only various patterns that create realities.


Once we realize that each of us is a creator of realities, and that we are all connected in one vast and infinite web to an infinite number of universes, planets, beings, we are in awe of the vastness and beauty of life. Why limit ourselves to a tiny fragment of a single aspect of reality, when we can be, do, or participate in anything our heart desires?


The false freedoms promised by capitalism, socialism, communism, or any of our current religions cannot deliver their promises of comfort, salvation, wealth, or well-being. They are, by nature, limited by duality. You may ask, why are we always fighting some enemy in order to “enjoy freedom”? Why do our politicians and military create enemies and dangerous situations in order to control us with fear? By nature, the promises of false freedoms make us weak victims who are controlled and manipulated. Yes, we have each agreed to experience limitation, control, victimhood, duality. But now that we have experienced this suffocating experience of lack and that we have observed the devastating effects of duality on human health, relationships, communities, we can choose if we want to continue this experiment or try something different.


True freedom resides in the human heart. Subjectivity is not a lesser way of being. The heart is the vessel, the portal, and the ultimate gateway to freedom. For the master of self-love, the master of the heart, is a true super-hero. We have been trained to think that science is based in the mind, a fully intellectual pursuit. But as it turns out, the master of physics and creator of realities is someone who trusts in intuition, someone who is connected to all that exists, someone who trusts in the creative powers of love. Love is light. Light is information. We do not have to search for information. The entire truth of the universe, of all universes, is contained inside of us. Inside of our hearts, our DNA. We have access to all information, once we release all of the beliefs of limitation that we once accepted as truth and reality.


This process of transformation from living with the concepts of false freedoms to one in which we become creators is a process for most of us. We can shake off the old way of being and living, in which we attach to certain privileges or an identity. For example, many today are proud of being survivors of some condition – cancer, domestic violence, incest. Others are proud of their careers or accomplishments. When we shift to the heart, we see these experiences of suffering or social progress as a gateway to the opening of our heart. These experiences are not something to hold onto or onto which we need attach our identity. We are no longer victims. When we are free, we can choose to be completely healthy and to help heal others. When we all get to the point where we are living holistically and from the heart, we will be constantly balancing our bodies, emotions, relationships whenever there is the slightest sense of disequilibrium. We will communicate with our own cells. We will be constantly in touch with all that is, no longer disconnected or dependent on experts to tell us how to heal, how to be, how to live abundantly.

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True freedom is at our fingertips. Right now. All we need to do to begin to release our self from the bondage of false freedom is to realize that there are other options, other realities. That the head and heart, masculine and feminine, are both necessary components to life, liberty, and happiness. We are all creators, pieces of the source creator of all that is. Living in a human body does not have to be a source of constant struggle or suffering. We don’t have to limit ourselves and only embrace some beings and not others. The upper middle class need not fear the poor. Those living in poverty need not envy the privileges of the wealthy. These are destructive agreements that maintain duality so that we can all be better controlled and manipulated. This separation was created on purpose, with deliberate intention. We can move beyond this paradigm of duality. We are doing it now.

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The more people who awaken and who become conscious of their true identities and abilities, the quicker and easier this shift will be. We see the exposure of the darkness of racist policing, the intentional shootings and terrorist attacks designed to keep the populace in constant fear, the news media which feeds those who subscribe with never-ending narratives equally designed to maintain constant anxiety and fear. The beings who run our global societies are being exposed. The corruption of business, politics, religion, the exploitation, sexual slavery of children and adults around the globe is being exposed as well. We see that terrorist groups around the globe as well as those who fight them are funded by the same governments and military industrial complexes. As we see the darkness exposed, there is no need to feel despair. We should, in fact, rejoice.

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That which has been concealed from view (and there is much more below the surface as yet to be revealed to the majority of humans) is now coming to light for the masses. One day, our true origins will also be exposed. We will finally meet our star families. We will know our true history, and we will learn about ancient technologies and history, knowing that humanity and life on the planet and in our galaxy and beyond is so much older and developed than we were ever taught in school. We are living in a wonderful time of transformation, and we can all play a part in it by raising our own frequencies. The more light that is in the world, and the more blocked energies that we release and transform back into light, the more free we are to consciously create realities that we will all enjoy. There is no need for some to be privileged and others to live in poverty.

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In the new realities of the heart, everyone will thrive. As the divine feminine makes her way back into the light, into our consciousness, into our hearts, we will find balance again. The see-saw of duality will quickly fade. We will take responsibility for our lives and wonder why we ever thought it was acceptable to be a victim or to feel so powerless. We will wonder why we accepted to live in debt to powerful corporations and families who thrived and enjoyed their lives while most of us worked so hard for so little. We will self-heal and no longer struggle with disease and shortened life spans.

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We will understand that we needed these experiences of limitation in order to wake up. And once we are awake and have tasted the power of freedom, a freedom in which we are fully responsible and accountable, we can never go back to the old way. We are creating this new golden age together. No one is coming to save us. We are our own saviors. Working together, as a community of light. Bringing back the divine feminine to live in harmony in our bodies, minds, hearts, spirit, communities.


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Delighted! Signs the collective is moving to service to others ethic



Dearest readers,

I am always looking out for clues and definite signs that our shared reality is shifting from a service-to-self philosophy based on greed, separation, and lack to one that is expansive, holistic, conceptual, compassionate, and generous.  In this nascent reality that we are all evolving into and building together, all people, animals, plant life, and the planet and beyond are one well-balanced, loving, and harmonious family.


As I look to the skies, I see that chem trails have disappeared. This gives me great joy. I recently participated in a global meditation organized by Jerry Sargeant to send love and specific light codes to the pilots who have been dumping these toxic chemicals into our skies, knowingly poisoning our bodies, our air, our animals, our trees, plants, soil. We also sent love to those who issue orders to the pilots, and those echelons above the administrative levels. By raising the frequencies and pouring light and love into the collective with specific light-encoded intentions, we, as human beings, have the power to recreate the realities we experience, both individually and collectively.



This past week, I came home to a lovely surprise that also, to me, proved that love and generosity are on the rise. Atop an expected Amazon package on my front porch sat a brilliant blue bubble wrap envelope, sealed with a sticker reading: “You’re the cat’s meow, Chewy”. Chewy.com is a lovely company from whom I purchase pet food for my dog, Ruby. The very first year I ordered from Chewy, I received two long hand-written messages on Christmas cards from the company. Delighted and surprised, I wondered if the company was very small and just starting out?


Every time I have interacted with customer service reps with Chewy, they have always been extremely kind and helpful. But the electric blue bubble wrapped package revealed a surprise which went far and beyond the typical customer experience. Expecting perhaps a promotional dog treat, I opened the package. Inside, I found a lovely handwritten card, the envelope addressed to “Rebekah and your furbaby”. A square-shaped object wrapped in white tissue paper was also sealed with a “cat’s meow” sticker.



When I opened up the tissue paper, I found a hand-painted portrait of my dog, Ruby! The painting is signed on the back, by the artist. This gift was so unexpected, so lovely, it took my breath away! It made me so happy. On top of that, I have been planning to create my own business to paint portraits of pets and their people for some time, so the arrival of the portrait, and my desire to leave my corporate cubicle job to return to my true mission as a full-time creator was also a great gift.


I called Chewy and spoke to a young man named Patrick. He said that Chewy.com is a great company to work for, because they pay attention to the small details that make people happy. He added that he is always delighted to hear how joyful and encouraged people feel when they receive the surprise pet portraits!


I have sent an e-mail to Chewy’s HR department, asking if I too can be part of their pet portrait team, as it is such a lovely opportunity to spread joy and love in the world. (I’ve included in this post some of my own portraits of Ruby.)  I wouldn’t normally write about a company in this manner, but I feel that it is important to give not only credit, but to share how crucial it is to be expansive, generous, and loving in business. That these practices connect us all and bring greater happiness to everyone. The age of exploitation and greed is ending. The age of stress, worrying about being duped, robbed, tricked out of your money by corporations, banks, and other organizations is coming to an end.


We can make this transformation occur even faster in two ways. Firstly, by becoming aware that we are collectively creating a new way of being human together. Secondly, by remembering our true nature, as powerful, sovereign creative beings, and by working together to imagine and embody new ways of working together, doing business, educating our children, building housing and cities, and new ways of interacting with one another and with our beautiful mother planet.


Human beings are generally fearful of change, but the changes that are coming are wonderful changes. What we are letting go of deserves to be released, so that these stagnant energies of selfishness, ego, separation, and greed can return to the unified field field to be recycled into new ideas and creations. With love and gratitude for the experiences of having lived out the paradigm of loss, solitude, victimization, separation to its end, I believe we are all now ready to shed all of the stored pain, fear, anxiety, judgment, jealousy, anger from our bodies, from our ancestral lines, and from the collective. These energies, once released, can be transformed into something new and beautiful.


We are creators. Powerful creators of realities. We are moving back into our hearts, and we are remembering how to create from our hearts, with intention. Leaving the cramped box of the ego/information/judgment experience behind, we are the brave warriors and pioneers of a new, expansive, and loving society, co-creating with Gaia, for a peaceful, harmonious existence on Earth. It is not happening to us. We are making it happen.


Be aware. Send love to all, especially to those who appear to need it most – those who are angry, self-serving, narcissistic, impatient, cruel. Every time you intentionally send out love and light to those around you, this love expands. This is the most important work you can do. Be strong, and keep the faith. The signs are here. Look for them!

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Rediscovering innocence


Dearest readers,

An innocent heart is the most powerful state of being. We look with delight into the eyes of a baby, a puppy, a kitten. The light flowing through the eyes of innocence is soft yet bright. Full of wonder, joy, simplicity. There are no shadows, no fear, no intentions other than to enjoy and fully experience the moment at hand.


The innocent do not protect themselves. They are completely vulnerable. How can being completely open and vulnerable equate to a state of power? Spiritual teachers always insist that laughter, joy, spontaneity, and living in the moment is the most powerful state of being. It is the place where everything becomes possible. We do not seek to control or attach to outcomes; we simply live each experience fully without projecting the past onto the present or a potential future.

laughing children

How can we, as adults, return to a pristine state where we can laugh, enjoy our lives, and stop constantly negotiating for our survival? How can we move out of our heads and settle back into our hearts? Living in a playful state means putting away our checklists, our goals, our plans and projects. Play is a creative state of being. Artists, musicians, writer, poets are adults who have maintained at least some traces of innocence. The ability to embrace the potential to engage with reality in the moment is the essence of play.


While children are not always joyful, their reactions and interactions with life are full on. They are passionate. They argue, they scream from depths that we adults have forgotten we possess, since we have worried for so long what other people might think of us were we to completely let go and allow ourselves to belt out the grief, joy, excitement, or pain that we feel in the moment.


If we are to be as little children to inherit the newest version of Earth, then we need to practice innocence. It is the most challenging aspect of the ascension process. Shedding all of our armor, all of our experience, all of the hard-won knowledge that was supposed to make living on Earth easier…it is now time to let it all go. To be naked again, disarmed, trusting that our needs will be met without having any idea how food, drink, shelter, warmth, love, or companionship will come our way. Is this not a great challenge for any responsible adult?

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Yet is we are to fully realize our potential as aware multi-dimensional beings, then we have to let go of the conventions, the programs, the teachings, that have brought us to where we are today. To co-create with the consciousness of the Universe requires a state of innocence, full receptivity, presence, openness. A state where there is no judgment of self or others. No shame, no blame, no hierarchy. No self-importance. When you fall in love with yourself, anything is possible.  All of the masters are joyful. Innocence is the mastery of love, and love is the building block of reality.

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From puppets to people: remembering our humanity



Dearest readers,

While most broadcast “news” is designed to trigger fear, to divide people against each other, to keep us obedient and passive, and to conceal the truth, occasionally nuggets of truthful information do slip through the control agenda. I am persuaded that it is useless and even counter-productive to fight “against” the system. If we wish to make changes to the quality of our individual and collective realities, it is up to us as creative beings to become aware of the way things are now and to consciously create new ways of being.

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Protest, anger, and fighting back all imply that the system in place and those who keep it going are more powerful than we are. This is not the case. The paradigm of control over humanity has been designed to keep us passive so that we use our life energy to support a very few “powerful” beings who run the system, dividing us against one another and manipulating us through constant fear, using technologies to distort our thoughts, using the media to plant seeds of contention and to maintain constant anxiety, self-serving and aggressive behaviors, impatience, anger, and unrest. These emotions maintain a frequency of chaos on the planet, for low frequency energies are the vibrations of deconstruction. The opposite of creativity. The higher vibrations of love, peace, understanding, joy, and wonder produce creative and expansive frequencies of coherence.


Recently, I heard on the radio that the United States was evacuating the Cuban embassy because personnel were suffering from the effects of malicious sound transmissions that were damaging hearing and causing mental and physical distress and illness. As I thought about this tidbit of “news” about this alleged acoustic attack (as always, blaming a foreign power for the attack and presenting the U.S. as a target or victim), I also thought about how our poverty-stricken neighborhoods in the United States and their inhabitants are created and maintained. Why is it so hard for people to leave poverty behind? Often psychological theses are advanced. My hypothesis is that these areas are bombarded with very powerful technologies and frequencies that make people incapable of functioning in a healthy manner. By maintaining poverty and violence in certain areas, it is easier to manipulate the more privileged classes and to keep them fearful of those in the “lower” classes.

Cuba acoustic attack


Racism and poverty are intentional techniques of control, as are the creation and maintenance of various social classes and privileges. The entire system is a system of slavery, and no one is exempt, except those who have been pulling the strings all along: politicians, heads of the world’s major religions, the financial system, pharmaceutical and health insurance industries, chemical and petroleum industries, politicians, the military industrial complex.


Those who are behind the scenes playing humanity like puppets are extremely conscious of how the physics behind reality actually works. They know the power of consciousness, and they are fully aware of the true history of humanity as well as the true potential of human beings. They have technologies that are used to control us, to control the weather, to control the planet for their own benefit. Their agenda is to prevent us from remembering who we are. By dividing us against one another and keeping us in fear, they are allowed to maintain not only privilege and wealth, but immense power to prolong a reality which is self-serving and which causes immense suffering to humanity, to animals, to plants, to the planet herself.


We, human beings, have the power to rediscover our sovereignty. This is the whole focus of the new age. When the Bible speaks of an “end of times”, it does not mean the end of the world. It means the end of an era of control and manipulation. It means the end of a cycle in which humans live in codependency, as victims. The new age is just one of many cycles in the infinite expression of realities, which is turn is part of an endless creative expansion of possibilities in matter and energy. We, as human beings, are living in a very special time.


We have the power to remember who we are. It is time to unite, to no longer allow ourselves to be tricked into resisting, resenting, or fighting one another. It is not human nature to be cruel, manipulative, violent, aggressive, murderous. We have been played for many thousands of years, and it is time for us to stop playing that game.


We, the indigos, the starseeds, the forerunners, have come to help humanity to remember your true power. Together, human consciousness unites with that of the planet and the cosmos. This co-creative power brings ease, joy, peace, understanding. We are creative beings. When we stop allowing ourselves to be manipulated as marionettes, we stop and take stock. We think about what we really want to experience for ourselves, for our children, our friends, our neighbors. We realize that all humans, all animals, all plants are conscious beings, not a resource to be used or exploited. That our mother planet is also conscious, waiting for us to work with her.


It is time to human beings to cooperate with one another every day, consciously, on a massive scale. The time is coming soon in which we will meet our relatives from inside the planet, from our galaxy, and beyond. We are not alone. We have been quarantined in a hellish state of victimization and violence for thousands of  years. We have yearned, and we have grown. We have created beauty in the midst of terrible suffering. Human beings are the artists, the poets, the musicians of our galaxy. Sensitive, beautiful beings – it is time to examine your own shadows. To hold those shadows in the palm of your hand, to behold your own beauty as well as your darkness. To let go of that which you no longer need, without blame, self-judgment, or shame.

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The service to self groups are on their way out. The more quickly we unite and intentionally work together for peace, the more quickly we will live in a peaceful world. The acts of terrorism that are orchestrated on a daily basis to keep us in fear will end when we decide to no longer accept that reality and to no longer accept fear as the primary voice of our hearts. The voices that are implanted into our minds will no longer influence us, and the tones and frequencies of chaos from wifi, cellphones, and other technologies will be replaced by better technologies which are in coherence with our bodies and the planet.

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It is up to us to create a better world. A world of wonder, love, magic, peace. While we have free will to experience whatever we wish, it is childish to continue to assert that the collective reality, which is in fact a prison and a slave-ship for all of us, is the only reality on Earth. It is not. We are here to help. It is time to wake up. Time to take your power back, and to take responsibility for what you create, what you experience.


Set intentions for joy, health, peace, love. Be patient while driving on the road. Help others. Be kind and generous with the gifts you enjoy in your life. We are all one being, with one consciousness. Life becomes easy when we enter into the flow of the unified field. No more need to struggle for survival.

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Cut the strings and cords that connect you to anyone or anything that keeps you feeling powerless, unhappy, unhealthy. Learn to walk on your own. It is a little frightening, but also exhilarating! It is wonderful to be alive, to be human. We are more powerful together. The disasters that the powers that be have designed to pull us down have unintentionally revealed the true nature of the human being. While the secret technologies manipulate the weather, our minds, pushing people and the planet to create storms and terrorist attacks, we have demonstrated that we will not live in fear. We do care about one another. We have risen up in compassion to help one another – whether it be in Florida, Texas, Las Vegas, Barcelona. People are kind.


Wake up humanity. These disasters are not just happening by chance. They are planned and are very much intentional. Rise up in love. Raise the vibrations of your being to the highest levels of kindness, peace, and understanding. This is what defeats the lower vibrations of selfishness, narcissism, greed, violence, manipulation. This is the new age. It is one of cooperation, peace, understanding, and love. If you want wars and terrorism to end, do not buy guns, or enter into angry protest. Jesus understood the actual power of love. It is a high frequency of vibration that shifts realities, causes the dead to reawaken, the sick to heal. Jesus was a master of physics who could transform realities. He came here to teach us to do the same. It is our turn to transform the hell we have accepted as reality into realities of love, peace, and understanding.


He is not coming back to save us. It is the spirit of unity and love that he represents that has returned in millions of individuals born onto the planet at this time. This is the second coming. It is now. It is up to us to open our hearts and to apply the lessons that we received two thousand years ago. Jesus did not come to be worshiped. He came to teach. His lessons are alive. The truth is that the only reality is love. Love is the creative force of the universe, and it is inside each of us. What will you create?

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I can have the whole box of chocolates: beyond survival to unity consciousness


Dearest readers,

This weekend I am attending a Power Living conference led by healer and spiritual teacher, Patrick San Francesco, from Bangalore, India. Patrick founded the Samarpan Foundation in 2006. According to his web-site, lightmovement.org, Samarpan means surrendering your identity to the universe. The non-profit promotes the values of love, peace, kindness, and happiness by promoting access to education and medical care while promoting equality, animal rights, women’s rights, environmental issues. A slender bearded man with large dark rimmed eyes, a hooked nose, and long dark straight hair that falls over his face like a curtain, Mr. San Francesco is very playful and intersperses his teachings with extremely amusing personal anecdotes.

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For example, he recounted an incident where a very large, burly and muscular man with multiple tattoos emerged from an ice cream parlor holding two cones, one for himself, and one for his girlfriend. Patrick rumpled his long hair to make himself look disheveled and mentally unstable. He then rushed up to the man, licked each of the cones twice, and laughed with glee. The muscular man, nonplussed, tossed the pair of ice cream cones into the trash while his girlfriend collapsed with laughter. He re-entered the ice cream shop and bought two more cones.


Power Living is about pushing boundaries using love, wisdom, understanding, and peaceful, but also playful behaviors. It is about reading the energy behind words and raising the energy in a room. Without our minds and hearts, we can transform the energetic states of nations, cities, organizations, teams, families, and neighborhoods.


Anyone who is interested in the ascension process and the raising of human consciousness is aware that the dimension in which we currently reside is the third dimension. In this dimension, we feel separate from one another. We manipulate, gossip, compete, and we struggle to survive. In other words, we constantly feel as if there is not enough to go around. If life is a box of chocolates in the third dimension, we worry that if we have been lucky enough to get one chocolate, we probably won’t get the opportunity to select another. Stress, worry, anxiety, and depression abound in the familiarity of our third dimensional world. We often pretend to be happy, but most of the time, we are not free, and we are not enjoying full abundance.


So how do we get access to the full box of chocolates? When I queried Mr. San Francesco about changing careers and moving into purpose, saying “How do we know if we are making a good choice leaving current employment without prospects for another career path?”, he replied that we always have the whole box of chocolates.


In other words, in unity consciousness, everything is always available to us, at every moment. But in the restricted, worry-tainted reality into which we have been conditioned, our survival mind cannot fathom this concept. That full abundance is always present for us. We can simply pick and choose and enjoy whatever experience we would like to live out.


Shedding the skin, the bones, the conditioning of the third dimensional survival mind are our biggest challenge when it comes to the ascension process. Mr. San Francesco claims he is bringing in seventh dimensional energy to his Power Living workshop attendees. He offers 11 celestial gifts. All we need to do is to receive them. There is great simplicity and ease implicit in higher dimensional living. If only we can give up scraping by. If only we can allow ourselves to believe that life can be simple and abundant at the same time. We choose our perspective and by changing the way we examine our experiences, we can find beauty and bounty even in simplicity.

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And so I ask myself, if I make up my mind to walk into H.R. and resign from my full-time job that pays all my bills at present, I must trust that the universe of which I am a part, offers me every possibility that I am able to imagine for my continued sustenance and enjoyment.

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Mr. San Francesco must have sensed how much I love chocolate. He must have known that I would be intrigued by that metaphor. How miserable do I need to get before the temptation of the box of chocolates becomes too strong to resist? The allure of waking up whenever my body is ready to awaken and to fill my days with painting, writing, gardening already fill my dreams. If only there were no need to pay bills. If only I could be free to share my gifts without the constraint of having to exchange my precious time and freedom in order to satisfy my need for shelter, food, and to provide for my family.


People like Mr. San Francesco live the dream, using their talents to serve others and to raise the vibration on the planet. I pray that I join his ranks to be in service to our beautiful planet, to humanity, to the animals and the plants. I am standing on a precipice, teetering on the edge of the third dimension. Sand and rock are crumbling under my feet. Will I fall, or will I soar?

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Fresh start: new beginnings for a new paradigm


Hello dearest readers,

While I’m working at my survival job (doing editing of airplane maintenance and repair manuals), I listen to YouTube videos about spiritual topics, nature, science, and music to keep my mind creatively focused. It is very challenging for me to do work that is not fully aligned with my personality and purpose.


If you are at all interested in the evolution of humanity to a higher level of consciousness at this critical time in our collective history, then you probably feel something like I do. Needing to be free and to explore my own creative potential in each moment. Knowing I am connected to all that is and creating new realities in that interconnected web of being that is life.


Yesterday, synchronicities led me to a series of videos about living a life of ease and flow, letting go of all attachments to past self-limiting beliefs, letting go of all attachment to Akashic history. Basically the message I was receiving is that humanity is being relieved of the leaden cloak of slavery and sleep that has been keeping us in a limited reality. Now we can pursue our dreams and will not be hindered by any force outside of self.


New potentials are here. Whereas before every time I tried to start an art or creative business where I could use my real talents to make a living (mural painting, portraits of pets and people, container gardens for medicinal plants) somehow I found I wasn’t connected or supported. Was I sabotaging myself with limiting beliefs that somehow I wasn’t worthy of success? Possibly. Why wasn’t the flow of life supporting me? Are things different now?

fairy garden

While I was in Finland a few weeks ago, helping my son get established for university life there, I saw a post on my neighborhood social network from a lady who needed help with a French translation for a hospital report. An intuition told me to offer the translation for free in exchange for help in transitioning to a new career.

tour eiffel

I didn’t know anything about this woman, her life, her career, her interests. I just had a sense of knowing that this is what I should do. When I returned home from Finland, we got in touch, and I met her. It turns out that we have so much in common! We both are writers and editors as well as artists. She also was a professional chef and taught cooking as well as worked as a food writer, PR person for large corporations. Her resume is impressive!


I invited her for dinner last night. It was a little intimidating cooking for a professional chef, but she was very gracious! We have been brainstorming about ideas for a business that we could create together. And she is encouraging me to pursue my painting as a way to make a living. The time has come for me to truly believe that I can make a living using my talents, time, and energy pursuing the activities I love most!


Each work day, I have to wake up between 3:45 and 4:00 am to arrive at work at 5:30 am. I don’t get home until 5:30 pm. This schedule takes a lot out of me, because it leaves me so little free time to pursue creative activities and to refresh my soul and spirit. Today, Sunday, is my day off, and I turned off my alarm clock and slept several hours longer than I usually do. Most days, I can’t remember my dreams.

3 45 am

This morning, dream time took me to a place where I was parking my old Nissan Altima, getting ready to take my dog, Ruby, for a walk. For some reason, I had my laptop in the car, and I was trying to charge it using the cigarette lighter cable. Thoughts entered my dream mind that I should probably slip the laptop under the passenger seat so no one would see it. Then I looked for my purse as I got ready to get out of the vehicle.

laptop in car

It was a pink purse which I haven’t used in a while. I looked inside and saw that my pink leather wallet was slightly torn, gaping, empty, as if someone had forced the zip open to take out the contents. Shocked, I started looking through my purse and saw that all of my credit cards and little pouches containing my driver’s license and other personal items were gone. I was really upset in the dream, debating whether I should still take my dog on a walk or go home and start making phone calls.

pink purse

The drudgery of having to worry about such material concerns and the thought that I had absolutely no cash to buy food were distressing me. I started the car back up, deciding to drive closer to the park where I was going to walk Ruby. Entering the parking area, a small furry animal the size of a cat (but not a cat) with orange fur ran in front of my car. I jammed on the brakes, but I heard it gasp with pain. The sound it made was very human-like. I think I ran over its foot. It ran away, and it seemed to be OK. I parked the car and somehow had a small, child-sized bicycle. I got on the bike to ride it…but woke up shortly thereafter.

furry cat car

This morning, I was thinking about the dream and made the obvious connection to the fresh start material I had been listening to on YouTube yesterday and to my conversations with my new friend about starting one or more businesses together. When I woke up, it took me a minute to realize that the dream had taken place in an entirely different reality than the one to which I had awoken. Relieved, I realized I didn’t have to cancel all my credit cards or apply for a new driver’s license. But my thoughts immediately moved to the concept of a fresh start.


No ID cards, no connections to our banking system means relying on inner resources and on my connection to spirit and the entirety of the human web for my needs. When I connect to that live flow of information, sustenance, and creative power, I get whatever I need instantly. I don’t need the old paradigm anymore, and the dream was trying to show me that if I want to live and flourish in the new reality, I have to let go of absolutely everything I have ever learned, believed, or used for my life and survival in the old energy.

fresh start

It can be challenging to live with an empty purse, but an empty (pink) purse is full of new possibilities! I am looking forward to feeling excitement again about my life. About living not just with the idea of being a creator of realities, but actually living it each moment.

art studio in container

There is an entirely new energy on the planet. It is real, and people are waking up. I can tell when I talk to people. Those who never would have been receptive to certain ideas listen and are much more open to concepts that would have been previously too frightening or far out to contemplate. Most people are beginning to understand that we are not alone in our galaxy or in the universe, and that we have all been enslaved under a system that was designed to keep us separate from self and from one another.


We are entering an exciting new era, full of hope and new possibilities for peace, understanding, creative, and compassionate living. If you have ever had plans and projects that just would not take off or work out under the old energy, it is time to think again, and to try again. The new energy will support you. Just drop the old beliefs and conditioning and start dreaming again!


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Worlds Apart


Hello dear readers,

I have been offline for a while. My son just turned 18 and had his first day of classes at the University of Helsinki in Finland today. It has and continues to be a great adventure for both of us! I just returned to the United States after spending nearly two weeks in Finland, helping my son to get settled there.


When I was 19 years old, as a third year art student at Maryland Institute College of Art, in Baltimore, I too headed overseas to Paris, France to pursue my studies. As I look back at my own experiences as both a teen just beginning adulthood as well as considering my own and my son’s perspectives from a parental point of view, so many thoughts and emotions surface.


Life is so different now. In September of 1986, when I first set out on my own European adventure, there was no Internet to speak of, no mobile phones for everyday people. I was truly on my own, and my family did not come with me to help me settle into my new life. I had to figure everything out for myself. There were advantages and disadvantages to this arrangement. It was a great struggle, but by necessity, I had to find my way. I had to figure out where to live, how to pay my rent, how to find a job and pay my own bills. I had to learn the language and make friends. I had to figure out the bureaucracy on my own and deal with its intricacies over a period of many years. It was often a lonely process. I could not message friends back in the U.S. or lose myself in social media. I spent a lot of time walking the streets of Paris, by day and by night, exploring the city. That was how I coped with the solitude of my condition, especially during the times when I had not yet made friends, or when my friends had left the country for other adventures.


The world is much smaller today, and it is mostly a great thing. I can click on an app on my phone and see that my son is shopping at a grocery store near his student apartment and know that he is OK, even though he is, according to that app, 4,823 miles away from home. When he is shopping, he can message me and ask whether or not he should buy the apple cider vinegar for 4 Euros, or which of the electric kettles for sale is a better choice. There are still a lot of things he has to negotiate on his own, but it is comforting for both him and me to know that we can feel so very close thanks to the i-phone!



My own mother was very fearful of losing her children. By holding us close, I imagine she felt that she would never be alone. It seemed as if she did not want us to grow up and become independent adults. While my brother and sister ceded to her qualms, I could not allow myself to live such a restrictive life, and I cut the cords. It was an either/or arrangement. Either you were part of the family, or you were a complete outsider. I chose freedom, and with that freedom came a large dose of solitude.



I have come to love my solitude, which is not the same thing as loneliness. Yet in today’s world, we, as human beings, are trying to come to terms once again with intimacy. I have allowed and encouraged my only child, my son, to go to live and study in a country even farther away than France. It was important to me to encourage his dreams and to help him to realize his own potential. Was this easier for me to do because of technology?


I have felt concerned as a parent and as a woman what my life will be like now that my son is living so far away. Now I will have more time to devote to my own interests. But because I have been cut off from my own family, this separation is all the more poignant. The technology is making it easier, less painful. I have traveled to Finland, and I have helped my son to decorate his room, to buy the things he needs. We have explored the city together. Without that shared experience, this transition would have been much more difficult.


It has taken a lot of work, much organization and effort to carry off this ambitious project. I am a single parent, and I don’t have a large income or much savings. My son’s father has never contributed personally or financially to his well-being or education. But because my son and I both nurtured this dream and invested our energy and confidence in this vision, we were together able to make it a reality.


This is inspiring to me.  With our thoughts, our emotions, our dreams, we create realities. As a mom, I am ready to restart my own new adventure, just as I continue to support my only son as he takes his first steps as a young adult in a far-off land. It is exciting and a little fearful for moms to let their kids go off into the world. We want to protect them, and often our identity hinges on being a mother. We have poured so much love and caring into our kids. I am very proud of my son, and I am proud of myself for helping to shape the intelligent, creative, caring human being that my son has come to be. We continue to grow together and as individual beings, so close and also apart.


With our new technologies, we mothers of the world are able to stay connected with our kids as they explore the wider world, all while nurturing our own dreams and making the contributions to life and art that we, as creators of realities, have always held within our hearts, minds, and bodies.

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