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Sighting crows and return of the holy grail in 2018

Rackham ravens

Dearest readers,

Over the last month or so, I have been noticing large numbers of crows in my area. Absorbed in thought and observation as I walk in nature, I hear them call out, their raucous, throaty voices capturing my attention and making a mark on my consciousness.

crow diorama

A few weeks ago, I felt compelled to re-read Robert Bly’s short but very important book, “A Little Book on the Human Shadow”. I requested it from the library, and immediately upon beginning to read, an intense emotion, as deep as a thrill, struck my heart. In the very first chapter, at the end of the very first paragraph of the book, poet Bly declares:

We notice that when sunlight hits the body, the body turns bright, but it throws a shadow, which is dark. The brighter the light, the darker the shadow. Each of us has some part of our personality which is hidden from us. Parents, and teachers in general, urge us to develop the light side of the personality – move into well-lit subjects such as mathematics and geometry – and to become successful. The dark part then becomes starved. What do we do then? We send out a crow.” (my emphasis)

noah with dove and crow

This first paragraph is followed by a poem by Bly evoking the well-known story following the biblical flood, in which Noah, as the waters began to recede, sends out a dove to search for evidence of dry land. In fact, before the dove was sent, a crow was sent on this same mission. The crow evokes groundedness into the Earth, into the feminine, and into the darker side of self. All of the passions and emotions that we do not accept individually and collectively are embodied by the crow. The power of our bodies, our sexuality, the consciousness of the Earth herself, the wisdom of plants and trees, the truth and reality of the multi-dimensional nature of the planet and the human being…all of these are the domain of the crow and its corresponding symbol, the missing holy grail.

Our culture, by pushing the feminine and the qualities she embodies into the shadow, is reflected in the story of Noah.  This story clarifies how the triumph of the dove creates unbalance. We choose to live in the light, but we are burdened by an immense shadow. We don’t understand how there is so much violence and disrespect in our culture and in the behaviors of individuals. Symbolically, in the Noah story, we can see the disastrous consequences of the failure of the crow to come back down to Earth and be consciously present and represented in our cultural practices, minds, and hearts.

The crow is a totem animal that is frequently evoked as a powerful shamanic spirit traveling between dimensions. Soul retrieval is the equivalent of shadow work, as the shaman travels between dimensions, usually between the daylight of our “solid” third dimension to the subconscious hold-all of the fourth dimension. The fourth dimension, where we often travel during dream-time,  gathers both darkness and light. It is in this dimension in which most of our fears and unrealized desires dwell. When we are abused, hurt, damaged in some way, we lose some of our personal power and energy. These shards of being, of self, are spirited away into another dimension, into which we no longer have conscious access. Survival and self-preservation provoke this relinquishment of these pieces of self. To return to the 360 degree being that we are promised upon birth requires that we travel into these alternate dimensions in order to recover the energetic fragments of our consciousness that we have given up.


It takes courage to retrieve these parts of self, and it takes courage to look into our own shadow as well as into the shadow of the collective. The crows are physically present at this time to help us in this process. As the grail or the divine feminine returns and offers herself and her services to allow us to live more powerfully and more responsibly, we must look inward and stop pushing away that which is dark, deep, intimate.

totem pole

The grail is often depicted as a cup or chalice. The cup is a feminine shape, receptive, containing, possibly representing the woman’s body or womb. Our culture and society have actively persecuted and rejected the power of the feminine creative source for thousands of years.  The power of the feminine is a part of ourselves that has been suppressed in order to benefit a power structure that did not want to see us empowered or responsible creators of our own realities. And so we have all been living in a reduced capacity, in a co-dependent, victim-bully relationship and in a paradigm based on duality and separation from a key part of our most profound self.

Noah's ark

The return of the crows  is a crucial sign for humanity, as the crows have touched down and made physical contact with the Earth. They bring us back evidence of the dark loamy soil of a conscious planet ready for ascension. Do we choose to accept the challenge? Do we finally as a society begin to understand that the stories of the ancients were in fact truths and not myths? That centaurs, unicorns, sprites, giants, fairies, elves, witches and wizards are real beings living on a more coherent, higher frequency dimension, and that because we have dropped to a lower, more chaotic frequency, it is simply fact that we can no longer perceive them? At least not until we raise our own frequency and begin to vibrate at a higher level…

The crows are our teachers and guides. They are here to help us find the pieces of self that we have thoughtlessly scattered and lost. They are here to help us  become aware and to bring back meaning to our lives. They are here to help us to remember who we really are and how much we dream of living with purpose and integrity. Without the crow, the dove cannot create peace. Just as the Chinese yin-yang symbol depicts two interlocking tear drops of black and white, each containing a drop of the other’s “blood”, so do the dove and crow need one another to create balance. Without the divine feminine energies of receptivity, creative power, patience, dark brooding, intuition, physicality and sexuality, the divine masculine energies cannot alone produce a world that is livable, just, or sustainable.


We are now in a place where the world in which we live has become intolerable for all but a very few. There is and has been an agenda designed to destroy the planet and all of the beings who live upon Gaia if those in power can no longer reign imperiously and without consequence, plundering the Earth, humanity, the animal and plant kingdoms. It is up to us, as human beings, to return to the flow and to the power that is our birthright.  The only way that we can accomplish this is to unplug from the brainwashing programs that have been designed to keep us shattered, asleep, powerless, fearful, and in pain. The crows have come to gently awaken us and to show us all that we have given up. It will be a rude awakening for many, but the rewards will be great once we begin to work together to create realities which benefit all beings.


I recommend reading Robert Bly’s “A Little Book on the Human Shadow”, and anything by Marie-Louise Von Franz. Bly speaks of Franz on page 54 of the Harper edition:

“Marie Louise von Franz says somewhere that a human being who has done work with the shadow or absorbed the shadow gives a sense of being condensed. Other people willingly give him or her some authority in moral matters. If a teacher has worked with his own shadow, she says that students, no matter how young they are, sense it, and discipline in that room will not be difficult, because the students know that the teacher has his crow with him.” (my emphasis)

I also recommend reading “To the Bright Edge of the World” by Eowyn Ivey, an intercultural tale which brings forth the tension between European culture in America and that of the indigenous tribes, whose reality still very much included the magical dimensions. In this wonderful novel, among many threads and story lines, the shaman (who shape shifts into a crow) steals an unborn fetus from a white woman while her husband is exploring the wilds of Alaska. The child is then delivered by its father, from the Earth and the roots of a tree in a great gush of blood. Adopted by native tribes-people, the child grows up to mediate between the two cultures.


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Winter solstice 2017: the rainbow portal


Vädersolstavlan is painting depicting a halo display observed over Stockholm, Sweden on April 20, 1535. It is named after the multiple sun dogs appearing in the sky on the upper right part of the painting. Artists:   Urban målare, Jacob Heinrich Elbfas, painted in 1636

I have been listening to a fascinating series of channeled messages and interpretations of these messages by Magenta Pixie called Rainbow Portal, Silver Ray and the Two World Split (Winter Solstice 2017). This link includes the entire playlist for the original channeling plus the 12 part interpretation.

sun dog

For those of us who are actively involved in the ascension process and who identify as starseeds, this winter solstice is a particularly important event, in which at last the divine feminine comes in to balance with the divine masculine. Pixie explains that the silver ray is the feminine aspect complementing the golden ray of the masculine. This silver ray allows us to maintain our high frequency so that we can do more than just visit the fifth dimensional realities.


As she spoke of the rainbow portal, the messages activated in me a series of memories from both art and life. My father passed away in November 2006. At his burial a magnificent sun dog, or perihelion appeared in the sky. It was a dark, dreary day, yet this phenomenon (caused by the formation of ice crystals in the upper atmosphere) touched all of us who were present. Since that day, I see sun dogs on a regular basis, and I always think about my dad when I see them. In fact, I saw two just this past week as I was doing light work to dissolve chem-trails and to transmute their emissions into healing particles of light in my neighborhood and all over the country. One of the jets flew directly through the iridescent patch in the sky!


I also remembered a painting I made around 2001-2002 of a girl-bear hybrid having a tea party with some eggs and monkeys, with a rainbow bridge in the background. Intuitively, I understood the outcome of the shadow work.

sundog plane

I believe the rainbow portal is a sun dog. Pixie says the portal or gateway is also a vortex.  I think about the torsion field or toroidal form, which is both a vortex and a portal, spinning out zero point creative energies from its center. In nature, the vortex amplifies energies. For example, in a mountain stream, as the water eddies over rocks, it swirls in a vortex pattern. (See Viktor Schauberger’s documentary.) This geometry energizes the water and endows it with healing properties. The same goes for light, for thought patterns, for images. The vortex is also the model for our DNA, which Pixie’s channeled message describes as filaments of rainbow light in a quantum field, intertwined with strands of golden and silver light. Our DNA is in fact the piece of God consciousness that is inside of each of us – the interface between our own consciousness and the light of the Universe.

In much of Christian art, Jesus is painted as emerging from a rainbow-like portal. In the painting by Hans Memling, pictured below, it is interesting to notice that outside of the rainbow portal inside which Jesus sits on a throne, there seems to be a lot of violence and chaos erupting.  As we prepare to enter the rainbow portal of this year’s winter solstice, the collective is plunged into a similar array of random acts of brutality.

In these artistic depictions of the Christ or unity consciousness embodied, sometimes the portal is round, but other times it appears in the form of a vesica piscis, or the shape formed by the intersection of two circles. This portal is an expression of the divine feminine, as it is shaped like a vagina, and the Christ or unity consciousness is emerging from the womb of the Universe into grounded or incarnated form. The Christian fish is this same shape, formed by two intersecting circles.


Most people do not think about Jesus or Buddha as being masters of DNA or masters of physics. Most people are not aware that there have been many great masters (male and female) who have walked this Earth, and that many masters are alive today.


Full integration of the light of awareness and unconditional love all parts of the self are the pre-conditions for mastery. All parts of self that were formerly submerged in the shadow of the subconscious mind are examined and brought into the light. At this point, there is no longer any need for conflict with other people. No need for karma. Once this difficult work has been accomplished, then any human being is capable of functioning from the zero point as a master of love. A miracle is the outcome of a person using intention, imagination, and unconditional love to create in hyper-space, outside of the illusion of time and space. This is the creative space, where humanity intersects with what we call God. Our DNA is the source of our power.


This winter solstice of 2018 is an activation point for full re-empowerment of the human being. As we bring back the full measure of the divine feminine to complement the divine masculine, and as we integrate both sides of our brain back into unity, the long journey back to our true nature comes full circle.


Humanity expelled from Eden has come full circle into the rainbow portal. It does not matter if you consider the “Fall” to be a choice or a condition to which humanity has been subjected for many thousands of years. Humanity has been experiencing separation from our true power and our true nature, out of balance, lonely, yearning, grasping, blaming, judging, killing. Yet in spite of the terrible challenge of being completely unaware of the great power within us, human beings have created incredible music, art, theater, dance, fashion, gardens, languages, architecture. Human beings have remained creative in the arts, sciences, mathematics, sports, and so many areas.

Nevertheless, the full expression  of our true abilities has been severely curtailed. We have been experiencing life as but a shadow of our true measure. The rainbow portal is an opportunity to return to Eden, fully aware and responsible. Not in the care of a father-like God, but fully empowered in ourselves.

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2018: Integrating the shadow for the collective

little red riding hood

Dearest readers,

2018 is a year where the presence of the shadow in society will be unavoidable. Chaos, violence, crime, people being offended, the eruption of sex scandals, political intrigues, and abuses against people, animals, and the planet will explode exponentially. These eruptions which are already quite visible are increasing so that humanity can integrate both the collective and the individual shadows held until now in the collective unconscious and the personal subconscious mind.

The shadow is a personal and collective phenomenon. When our personal problems remain stuffed under the carpet of our awareness, and when we keep ourselves “comfortably numb”, shadow work is needed to help us to live more responsibly. As we confront our shadows and become more honest with self and others, we align our lives to a lifestyle which benefits everyone, and not just our self. Fairy tales are a form of spiritual alchemy that are specifically designed to help us to integrate the parts of ourselves that we don’t fully understand, accept, or that are painful. Fairy tales, accessible to people of all ages and cultures, are a great resource for shadow work.

Marie Louise Von Franz

Marie-Louise Von Franz worked with C.G. Jung, and is the most important analysts of fairy tales, in particular from a feminine perspective. Her work is invaluable.

We live in a time where it is OK to be a victim, to constantly be offended, to blame others for our problems, not honor commitments. Today, it is acceptable to manipulate and use others for our own benefit, and to pillage the planet, hurt plants, animals, people, soil, water, air, trees, without any thought to the consequences of these choices. Relationships are superficial. People use each other for sex, perhaps for some semblance of connection or grounding to the planet and the body. It seems as if most people are divorced from their own emotions.


Some people call this paradigm the “service to self” conditioning and way of life. In this paradigm, everyone and everything is separate and limited. Our thoughts, feelings, choices affect (or so we think) no one but our self. In this system of thought, behavior, and social conditioning, the human being needs to stuff a lot of pain, sadness, self-hatred, and judgment of others into an ever-growing hideaway that psychologists have named the “subconscious mind”.


In a world where limitation keeps us feeling needy, lonely, hurt, and where the answers (and even God) lie always outside of self, there is permanent sense of emptiness which haunts us. This perception of our human self being limited, vulnerable, and essentially powerless is the source of all abuse of self and others, all wars and conflicts, all bullying, all victimization, all manipulation. The way our financial systems, laws and government on all levels, prisons and judicial systems, schools, families exploit human beings, animals, and the planet is both the cause and the result of the great suffering on the planet today.


This experience of limitation  is coming to an end. In order for human beings to stop distracting themselves from the truth of their own power, we must wake up, individually and collectively.

Facing the shadow is the first step in awakening and taking back our power, leaving behind duality to become unified, and fully responsible for self. Shadow work is very difficult, but it is important and inevitable if we want to grow as individuals and as societies. If we want war to end, if we want universal healthcare, and for all people to thrive in harmony with plants and animals, we have to take our power back. Each of us has to do the work by ourselves. No one can do it for us. Changing the world means looking inward. The shadow is inside each of us. No more can we use hatred of others, racism, xenophobia to avoid facing our own inadequacies and lack of self love and approval.

kara walker

Shadow work involves confronting all of the suppressed truths that we have refused to confront since birth into our bodies. It also means facing, one by one, all of the ways by which we have been conditioned. All of the belief systems which have limited us. For example, I long believed, as I was taught, that I could not make a living as an artist. I hated this belief, but it ruled my life for so many years. And because I believed it, I bargained and compromised myself by working part-time jobs. Later, as a single parent, I encountered so much bullying and abuse in relationships, that I chose to work full-time jobs that made me miserable so that I could be free from abuse in relationships. At that point, I needed the solitude to heal myself and learn to love myself. For so many years, my heart wanted to do creative work full-time, but my head (ego) told me that I could not provide for myself and my family, that I could not survive or thrive doing the work that I love to do.


When I finally began to confront myself regarding these beliefs, I had to find the courage within myself to break the bond with what I had held as truth for so long. This is painful, because I had to grieve all of those lost years doing work I hated, as well as the loss of all of the time I could have spent being creative. In addition to those facts, I am still working up the courage to leave the security of a job that pays the bills and venture into the unknown to find a way of living that gives me the freedom to do what I love to do. This requires faith, and faith lies in the heart, not in the mind – where the ego has been allowed to reign as king over all of our institutions. Keeping us fearful, limited, puny, mistrusting.


Limitation and separation teach us that the ego is the only important part of self. Physical survival primes over everything else. We are all conditioned to be terrified that we will be homeless and starve to death if we dare pursue a path that makes our hearts sing. We must be slaves to the system; ego and separation demand it. This is all part of the conditioning. However, the heart and the creative spirit of human-kind is reawakening. By facing each and every fear, and we all have many, we are doing the shadow work that will allow us to live in full integrity, full responsibility, and full alignment with our higher self.

black and white

The collective, or society at large as a group, is facing the same challenge now that we each face as individuals. As scandals erupt in an escalating flow, disclosing sexual abuse, harassment of women, pedophilia, financial scandals, and pervasive abuse of power throughout every institution in our societies, we are all forced, even the most reluctant among us, to face all that has been hidden from us for a very long time. We have kept, mostly willingly, the wool over our eyes and spirits, accepting what for some has always been unacceptable. Now, it will no longer be possible to continue to live comfortable lives ignoring the suffering of others. We can no longer ignore the suffering of farm animals, trees, plants, sea creatures, human slaves, the responsibility for war and the misleading banners of patriotism. We are now all aware. We are now all responsible. This is waking up and facing the shadow.

shadow people

Fairy tales are the blueprint for integration of the shadow, and such folk and fairy tales exist in all cultures all over the planet. They function as a type of psychic medicine for the soul, working on the unconscious mind which intuitively understands the symbolism of the stories. When we hear these stories and crave to hear them again and again, the subconscious mind allows these symbols and patterns to work their magic, even if we remain unaware of the true meaning of these symbols. In these stories, every fragment of the human being is portrayed as an archetype. The characters work through challenges, sort the chaff from the wheat, learn to be responsible for their choices and to integrate the missing parts of their soul which have been lost or separated from the whole. Shamanism and soul retrieval work much the same way, as can dreams and art work.

Lotte Reiniger

For the next several years, the population of the entire planet will be engaged in shadow work. As the exposure of darkness escalates, do not be alarmed. This is a necessary process. Many of us starseeds have been born into abusive families and have lived through lifetimes of extreme duress, learning to deal with the shadow, learning to love ourselves unconditionally so that we may guide humanity through this difficult task.


After millennia of living as co-dependent, reactive victims entangled in countless avoidant and addictive behaviors, it is not going to be easy for humans to realize that everything we were taught was real, true, and important was in fact a lie. The illusion was designed to enslave the majority of humanity to benefit a handful of elites around the world in the areas of religion, finance, military, and government as well as off-planet manipulators.


It is going to seem like the darkest, most hopeless time. The dark night of the soul. But, in fact, this time we are engaged in is the night preceding the dawn of a new era in which humanity begins to love self and others and begins to take back power and responsibility for self. Unity and service to others are the outcome of this upward spiral. Please be brave, and do not give up hope. As in the fairy tales, there is always a deep, menacing forest to cross, and challenges to confront, before the integrating moment of the marriage takes place at the end. Integrity means being, becoming whole. We have been deprived of essential parts of self, including, most importantly, the divine feminine. On some level, we have agreed to that experience of limitation and suffering…for a time. Now is the time to become whole again.


Art credits: Lotte Reiniger (German film-maker), Kara Walker, Arthur Rackham


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The Light Quotient and self-healing

Close to 2,000 people take part in the “I Meditate” Africa Month Program in Richmond, South Africa, on May 27, 2017. “I Meditate” is a volunteer-based nonprofit organization devoted to teaching meditation as part of self discipline and peace building, especially in prisons, schools, educational and social institutions, and in highly stressful environments. The town of Richmond was once a hotbed of political violence between the African National Congress and the United Democratic Movement. The Art Of Living Foundation conducted the program in 25 African countries, reaching over a million people.

Dearest readers,

I have written before about the light body and about coherence in the body. Coherence is when we create order and harmony in our body by being conscious of our thoughts, feelings, and beliefs. Light is information that our cells and DNA need for cell division. A certain light quotient is needed to create balance and health in the body. When we allow too much drama, too much chaos in our lives and relationships, in addition to our eating dead foods, drinking dead water, and living a conventional life, we bring in disease and disorder in our bodies and lives. When we live unconsciously, without thought to the well-being of our body and soul, disconnected from other people, plants, animals, or the planet, eventually we create a great deal of entropy in our bodies.

flaming heart


I think about the eco-system of the body like that of a forest. There is growth and decay. Cycles of creation and decomposition. When decomposition takes precedence over creation, the fungi, bacteria have their way with your cells and tissues. Balance is lost, and depression, brain fog, and disease create a pain body. When we carry attachments to so many old stories that are not about love or wisdom, and when we are not able to live in the moment with our hearts and minds in balance in an attitude of appreciation and unconditional love, our bodies also suffer.


Basically, the human body is a closed system guided by our consciousness, which is a gateway. What we allow in: food, air, thoughts, feelings, gratitude, or attitude all affect the cellular activity of our bodies. Most of us are running on autopilot, feeding the unconscious programs from our ancestral DNA, from our families, and from our cultures into our bodies. These programs are full of lack and separation. Lack of self-love. Lack of respect for self, others, animals, the planet.  Judgment of others. Disrespect. Manipulation and abuse of others and the environment to get what we want. Selfishness. Fear. Anger. Reactivity. Mindless behaviors. Poverty consciousness. Impatience. Greed.


These low frequency programs are depriving our bodies of the light codes needed to run coherently. The cells of people, plants, and animals need light in order to function optimally. To be healthy, we need to consciously allow light and love of self and others into our bodies with every breath we take. Sunlight, unconditional love, as well as light codes from outside of the Earth plane come into our bodies as we think, feel, breathe, eat, relate to others. Every different form of light in the perceived rainbow and beyond contain different frequencies with specific healing properties.



Light waves from the sun contain information in their wave-lengths, as do light waves that we create using our imagination, which is sourced from the pineal gland in our brain. The pineal gland both produces and receives light codes and is a portal or gateway allowing us to connect to all beings, places, timelines in the time-space continuum. The human being is a multi-dimensional being living on a planet in which parallel realities or dimensions are being constantly created. For the pineal gland to function correctly, it must be decalcified. Avoid fluoride in water, tooth paste and dental rinses. Meditate and learn deep breathing techniques  to open the pineal gland. Breathing in is inspiration. When we breathe in, we also receive light information, and conscious out-breath allows us to release all unwanted, blocked or unneeded energies.


Scientists have been working with what are now called “bio-photons” since the 1970’s. The predecessor and true father of this research was Alexander Gurwitsch (1874-1954). He first discovered mitogenetic radiation in an experiment in which onions grew toward one another when an opaque glass pane was placed in between the two plants, reducing sunlight exposure. He also postulated that light increases cell division, and that plants themselves emit light or are luminescent. Plants emit much more light than people do.


Biophysicist Fritz Albert Popp (born in 1938 in Frankfurt, Germany) discovered that DNA particles produce faint emissions of light, and that these light particles, which he called “bio-photons” are necessary to trigger coherent or highly organized patterns of cell division in the body. He realized that this process of creating coherence as photons stimulate chemical reactions in cellular structure is at least partially regulated or controlled by consciousness. The information contained in these tiny light particles or photons, creates order in the body.


Dr. Popp wrote his doctoral thesis about cancer. UV light is the anomalous factor between normal cells and cancer cells. Cancer is caused when the necessary light required for orderly cell division is suppressed, and the cancer or tumor cells absorb and emit available U.V. light. Cancer tries to take over organization from the body, sucking in light from surrounding cells, killing the healthy cells as well as its own structure, eventually. Cancer is the process of decomposition, as in the forest, gone wild. Cancer in our bodies is a reflection of the chaos in our societies. Poorly organized patterns of energy are randomized systems of chaos. We have the power to transform cancer into health, creating more complex, coherent patterns of energy by using our consciousness. Unconditional love is the pattern or light form that helps and heals by creating these more complex, more organized patterns leading to harmony and coherence.

We know today that man, essentially, is a being of light Prof. Fritz-Albert Popp

A machine called a photomultiplier was developed which can measure the quantity of photonic light emitted by an organism, so it is possible to see to a degree of 85% accuracy the bio-luminescence of an organism and the degree to which a body can absorb light.


The future of healing is already here today. Using our imagination, our consciousness, our intentions, we have the power and ability to create order, balance, harmony in our bodies, or conversely, we have the power to allow our bodies to fall into decay. It is our choice. When allowed to function without conscious direction and with “destructive interference” of unconscious programs (inner toxins) and toxins coming from food, soil, air, water, media, dysfunctional relationships (outer toxins), the body systems and the DNA that regulate cell division are deprived of light and become chaotic.


Basically, unconscious behaviors may be the prime directive creating a terrain for disease in the body. Increasing light through meditation, consciously using imagination to create light codes that enter the body restoring coherence which can be used for healing. No machines, medications, substances, or surgeries are needed for this process. It is necessary to clear or detach from old programs, to detox the body of the less organized patterns that create this destructive interference in the body.


Ascension guides, or those of us who have come to Earth to allow humanity to rise to a higher level of consciousness, are now here to help all Earth-bound humans who wish to learn to self- heal to bring more light and more coherence into our bodies, into our relationships with self and others, and to our relationships to all of life, the plants, the animals, the planet, the air we breathe, the water we drink, the soil, the rocks. Everything that exists is energy, and the entire universe or multiverse live inside of ourselves. There is no separation between self and what is perceived as “other”.


Different frequencies of light (different colors) as well as geometric shapes/forms can be used to heal our bodies and return us all to coherence. The imagination is a super-power, allowing us to create new patterns and experiences of reality. Imagination is not limited to art. Or rather, art is a powerful manner by which the artist creates new blueprints for reality. Everything that exists has been imagined by someone individually or collectively.


The violet flame or violet fire is a powerful tool that you can use to transmute separation back into higher frequencies of light. By transforming disorganization back into coherence, the violet light frequency is key to healing. Like plants, which will channel toxins into selected leaves in order to protect the coherence of the whole plant, the human body channels toxins into certain parts of the body such as the nails, and especially the toenails and soles of feet. Our connection to the planet is one in which the planet will receive, if we specifically request it, that the toxins be removed or released from our bodies into the Earth. We can also ask that the Earth give us what we need to create more health or coherence and love in our bodies. By showing gratitude to our Mother Planet and allowing her to take what she needs from us, we create a positive, coherent, and living relationship with the planet which helps us to live in the moment and to be connected to Nature once again.


Today, many of us suffer from chronic pain and from excess body weight. The body is storing old programs, stories, attachments to a victim mentality, and to experiences and identifications that do not serve a higher level of living. Holding onto programs created by our society which need us to remain fearful, suspicious of others, and judgmental of others at all times, will keep you sick and if you decide not to let go of this status quo, your body will be like a forest that is dying. Candida, fungal infections, allergies, frequent infections, the abundance of incidences of cancer, inflammation, and chronic pain are all signs that the majority of human beings are living without the necessary light in our DNA.

candida overgrowth

We are masters of our experience of reality at each moment. Human beings are powerful beings when we choose to become conscious creators of our realities. Getting healthy and returning to coherence is necessary before we can remember who we truly are and why we are here on this planet. It is a process. The nature of reality and the truth of human history are completely different from what we have been taught in school, at home with our families, and through almost all published media. By learning to master our imagination and how the human body is connected to the entire universe, we are able to heal self and others too.

boy with rooster

While it appears today that the world is in chaos, what is happening in fact is that all of the shadows or collective toxins, the random patterns of decay, lack of respect, lack of integrity, consciousness of competition, hierarchy, separation, abuse are being exposed. The decay that has become a way of life and for most, the true expression of reality, is being revealed for what it is: a lack of light. As we collectively and individually rise to a more coherent level of connection to self and others, we understand that we are energetic beings of light. We are creators of love and light and are given the opportunity to choose between experiences of disease and decay, or love, light, coherence, and harmony.

duckling and owl

Both forces, creation (syntropy) and entropy, are necessary polarities allowing us and our bodies to live in harmony. When we are done with something, we let go of it and allow it to die, so that in decay and death there is transformation. The energies when released into the violet fire can be transformed into new life, new creativity.

cat and mouse


Healing the self is an art and a science. Our current system of medicine and healing is based on separation. The body is a machine. We give our power away to doctors to heal a body that is a mystery to us, with which he have no ability to communicate or understand. Medications are chemical substances that are foreign to the body, introduced to fight invaders. They do not take into account consciousness and that the body is a closed system naturally able to heal itself without foreign substances. Fighting disease is symptomatic of the condition of separation.

fighting disease

Healing involves our imagination, our taking full responsibility for self and for our relationships with other human beings and the planet, with all of her creatures. We can’t be healthy if we judge others or take advantage of others. We can’t be healthy if we don’t love self unconditionally. All is one. Love is light. Light is information. Light is everywhere. The human heart and the divine feminine are sources of light and creation.

Our culture has come to the end of an experiment where we chose to be separate from half of our true identity. Many thousands of years ago, the divine masculine took over, acting as if it were the sole creative force in the universe. This hostile takeover left us to identify with the survival self, Ego, as our entire expression of being. We learned to live in our minds, limited and cut off from our hearts and our creative powers. We left the Garden of Eden and chose to fall into separation. We chose to live from knowledge and left wisdom behind. We forgot the power of our own hearts. We forgot that with our consciousness we can create our own realities. We forgot how to be responsible for self. We forgot that all knowledge and wisdom is inside of us. God is inside of us.

The Wider Image: Puppy love: therapy pooches bring peace of mind

Atila, a trained therapeutic greyhound used to treat patients with mental-health issues and learning difficulties, falls asleep as it is caressed by three patients at Benito Menni health facility in Elizondo, Spain, on February 13, 2017.

Now is the time to remember. Now is the time to re-create the balance between the mind and the heart, the masculine and the feminine. The divine feminine, the holy grail, is returning to humanity right now. With this great transition, we will all learn eventually how to create, how to heal, how to live in harmony with self and others. As we learn the power of our own light, we will take responsibility for our own lives and whether we create coherence or chaos in our own bodies and homes, with our families, in our relationships with friends, lovers, partners, co-workers, and strangers. We are returning to unity consciousness, and the experiment of separation, disease, war, racism, and poverty are coming to an end. The more quickly we choose to wake up and to choose coherence and unity, the more quickly we will collectively create a reality which supports the highest expression of self for all of humanity on this beautiful conscious planet that we call our home.

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There are healers today working with energy, consciousness, light codes, many from outside of our planet, imagination, and focused intention to heal the body. These include Bruno Groening, a German multi-dimensional healer working in post war Germany, Patrick San Francesco, from Goa, India, Grandma Chandra, a young woman from a higher dimension incarnated in a severely handicapped physical body who communicates through her mother telepathically, and Jerry Sargeant, also a very talented individual and Star Magic healing facilitator, from the U.K.  Using our innate connections as human beings to the consciousness of the planet and to planetary beings outside of the sphere of Earth, an increasing number of people are becoming aware of our ability to heal self and others through thought and energy patterns by creating coherence.

The relationship between loving thoughts spoken to our cells, imagination and intention, and the biology of cell division as well as the physics of light and its effects on biological organisms will soon, in my opinion, be clarified by scientists. As we begin to integrate the active principles behind consciousness and the creative power of our divine feminine aspect, we will all learn to maintain coherence as we transform our societies and way of living into one in which we respect self and others, animals, plants, the planet. Unity and a holistic way of living promote harmony and health. Disease is not an enemy. It is a misunderstanding – a separation from self and all that is. The consciousness revolution is here, and humanity is about to rediscover its innate powers.

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The end of fake freedom



Dearest readers,

In this post, I will attempt to explain how we can move from an illusion of freedom which is still our collective accepted reality, to living as truly free, powerful, and creative beings. This shift requires moving out of duality and into unity – out of the head and into the heart. Moving from a male dominated energy system into one in which the male and female energies are balanced. A way of living that is synergistic and holistic rather than dualistic, controlling, and which suppresses the creative powers of the feminine.


Most human beings still believe that they are free or that we are collectively living for the most part in free societies. My thesis  postulates that freedom and democracy are deceptive concepts introduced into a paradigm of duality: left, right, liberal, conservative, rich, poor, socialism, capitalism. There can be no freedom for human beings in the current collective mindset in which we have all been born and in which we all (or most of us) agree to live.



It is an extremely clever system, and it has been maintained for millennia. This system equally controls the wealthy and the poor, all “races”, all ages, male and female.  In this system, we agree to give up most of our freedoms in order to have our most basic needs met: food, water, housing. While we dream of living the desires of our hearts each and every day, we are controlled by fear. If I don’t pay my rent or my mortgage, my home will be taken away from me. I will be homeless. I will be hungry. I won’t be able to take care of my children, my family.

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We live enslaved to systems and institutions which are run by people or beings who live unfettered by the concepts and agreements to which we self-enslave. The elites pay no taxes, do not work in order to enjoy housing, food, water, clothing. These elites are not obligated by the laws that bind us, and they enslave and exploit men, women, children sexually and for other experiments without limit. The lineages running our financial, political, military, and religious institutions, and all of the corporations to which we willingly or more reluctantly give away our time, our energy, our health, our faith, maintain duality in order to control us and to preserve their power and privilege.


We barter our true nature and our true freedoms as creators in order to merely survive. We have learned to equate our entire reality to the confines of our physical bodies in this single existence. This is why all of the world’s major spiritual teachings speak of the ego and of releasing our attachments to things, to beliefs. The ego is not evil. It is a construct in our minds which allows the soul grounded in a physical body to survive in most basic terms. It serves a certain purpose and only enslaves us if we allow our self to exclusively identify our entire being with the limited construct of ego.


The chaos we observe in the world today is the expression of the death throes of duality. The end of both conservatism and liberalism, the end of elites running the institutions that throw us into endless debt, that conceal advanced technologies that would give us free energy, instant transportation to anywhere in the cosmos, and above all that keep us all running in circles, obsessed by drama, fear, and fighting one another instead of unifying and realizing that all of humanity, all of nature is a single family.


As more and more people in all countries on our beautiful conscious planet, Earth, begin to awaken and to realize that duality is not reality (not the only reality), we begin to shift. This process has been happening for many years as the energy quotient on the planet incorporates more and more light. Light is information, and our DNA transforms as we absorb this light. When we use our imagination and our intentions to shift our realities, the entire planet and our relationships to all that exists on the planet and beyond also change.


Communism, socialism, capitalism – all isms and so-called utopias constructed in the mind can never work for everyone in a reality construct that is based on duality. Duality means some are haves and some are have-nots. Equality cannot exist outside of the holism, outside of the heart. The heart is the gateway to the unified field. Without self-love, and without unconditional love to and for all that is, there is no possible utopia. We are not limited to duality, unless we accept that duality is the only way to live.

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As it turns out, spirituality is physics. In conventional western medicine, duality rules. If you take a medication to help you get well, it also comes with a host of side-effects which are damaging. The body is seen as a machine, and disease as something to be fought and destroyed, rather than loved and thanked. When truly healing from the heart, all is energy. There is no good, and there is no evil. Nothing needs be fought or destroyed. Energy is never lost. It is simply transformed.  In a truly holistic healing path, there are no side-effects. The blockages of emotion or energies in the body which are no longer serving the collective good of all of the cells in the body are what cause what we call disease. Disease is simply the outcome of a person ignoring the total well-being of their mental, emotional, physical, and light bodies over a period of time.

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The human body self heals. Constantly. It is a self-regulating system. The human body is designed to live a very long time. We are meant to live in harmony with our bodies, our minds, our hearts, one another, our environment.  Everything that is. Because everything that exists is energy. We are energy. Energy is ever-shifting, in patterns of light, sound, geometry. With our thoughts and emotions, we create frequencies. There is no good or bad. Only various patterns that create realities.


Once we realize that each of us is a creator of realities, and that we are all connected in one vast and infinite web to an infinite number of universes, planets, beings, we are in awe of the vastness and beauty of life. Why limit ourselves to a tiny fragment of a single aspect of reality, when we can be, do, or participate in anything our heart desires?


The false freedoms promised by capitalism, socialism, communism, or any of our current religions cannot deliver their promises of comfort, salvation, wealth, or well-being. They are, by nature, limited by duality. You may ask, why are we always fighting some enemy in order to “enjoy freedom”? Why do our politicians and military create enemies and dangerous situations in order to control us with fear? By nature, the promises of false freedoms make us weak victims who are controlled and manipulated. Yes, we have each agreed to experience limitation, control, victimhood, duality. But now that we have experienced this suffocating experience of lack and that we have observed the devastating effects of duality on human health, relationships, communities, we can choose if we want to continue this experiment or try something different.


True freedom resides in the human heart. Subjectivity is not a lesser way of being. The heart is the vessel, the portal, and the ultimate gateway to freedom. For the master of self-love, the master of the heart, is a true super-hero. We have been trained to think that science is based in the mind, a fully intellectual pursuit. But as it turns out, the master of physics and creator of realities is someone who trusts in intuition, someone who is connected to all that exists, someone who trusts in the creative powers of love. Love is light. Light is information. We do not have to search for information. The entire truth of the universe, of all universes, is contained inside of us. Inside of our hearts, our DNA. We have access to all information, once we release all of the beliefs of limitation that we once accepted as truth and reality.


This process of transformation from living with the concepts of false freedoms to one in which we become creators is a process for most of us. We can shake off the old way of being and living, in which we attach to certain privileges or an identity. For example, many today are proud of being survivors of some condition – cancer, domestic violence, incest. Others are proud of their careers or accomplishments. When we shift to the heart, we see these experiences of suffering or social progress as a gateway to the opening of our heart. These experiences are not something to hold onto or onto which we need attach our identity. We are no longer victims. When we are free, we can choose to be completely healthy and to help heal others. When we all get to the point where we are living holistically and from the heart, we will be constantly balancing our bodies, emotions, relationships whenever there is the slightest sense of disequilibrium. We will communicate with our own cells. We will be constantly in touch with all that is, no longer disconnected or dependent on experts to tell us how to heal, how to be, how to live abundantly.

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True freedom is at our fingertips. Right now. All we need to do to begin to release our self from the bondage of false freedom is to realize that there are other options, other realities. That the head and heart, masculine and feminine, are both necessary components to life, liberty, and happiness. We are all creators, pieces of the source creator of all that is. Living in a human body does not have to be a source of constant struggle or suffering. We don’t have to limit ourselves and only embrace some beings and not others. The upper middle class need not fear the poor. Those living in poverty need not envy the privileges of the wealthy. These are destructive agreements that maintain duality so that we can all be better controlled and manipulated. This separation was created on purpose, with deliberate intention. We can move beyond this paradigm of duality. We are doing it now.

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The more people who awaken and who become conscious of their true identities and abilities, the quicker and easier this shift will be. We see the exposure of the darkness of racist policing, the intentional shootings and terrorist attacks designed to keep the populace in constant fear, the news media which feeds those who subscribe with never-ending narratives equally designed to maintain constant anxiety and fear. The beings who run our global societies are being exposed. The corruption of business, politics, religion, the exploitation, sexual slavery of children and adults around the globe is being exposed as well. We see that terrorist groups around the globe as well as those who fight them are funded by the same governments and military industrial complexes. As we see the darkness exposed, there is no need to feel despair. We should, in fact, rejoice.

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That which has been concealed from view (and there is much more below the surface as yet to be revealed to the majority of humans) is now coming to light for the masses. One day, our true origins will also be exposed. We will finally meet our star families. We will know our true history, and we will learn about ancient technologies and history, knowing that humanity and life on the planet and in our galaxy and beyond is so much older and developed than we were ever taught in school. We are living in a wonderful time of transformation, and we can all play a part in it by raising our own frequencies. The more light that is in the world, and the more blocked energies that we release and transform back into light, the more free we are to consciously create realities that we will all enjoy. There is no need for some to be privileged and others to live in poverty.

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In the new realities of the heart, everyone will thrive. As the divine feminine makes her way back into the light, into our consciousness, into our hearts, we will find balance again. The see-saw of duality will quickly fade. We will take responsibility for our lives and wonder why we ever thought it was acceptable to be a victim or to feel so powerless. We will wonder why we accepted to live in debt to powerful corporations and families who thrived and enjoyed their lives while most of us worked so hard for so little. We will self-heal and no longer struggle with disease and shortened life spans.

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We will understand that we needed these experiences of limitation in order to wake up. And once we are awake and have tasted the power of freedom, a freedom in which we are fully responsible and accountable, we can never go back to the old way. We are creating this new golden age together. No one is coming to save us. We are our own saviors. Working together, as a community of light. Bringing back the divine feminine to live in harmony in our bodies, minds, hearts, spirit, communities.


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Delighted! Signs the collective is moving to service to others ethic



Dearest readers,

I am always looking out for clues and definite signs that our shared reality is shifting from a service-to-self philosophy based on greed, separation, and lack to one that is expansive, holistic, conceptual, compassionate, and generous.  In this nascent reality that we are all evolving into and building together, all people, animals, plant life, and the planet and beyond are one well-balanced, loving, and harmonious family.


As I look to the skies, I see that chem trails have disappeared. This gives me great joy. I recently participated in a global meditation organized by Jerry Sargeant to send love and specific light codes to the pilots who have been dumping these toxic chemicals into our skies, knowingly poisoning our bodies, our air, our animals, our trees, plants, soil. We also sent love to those who issue orders to the pilots, and those echelons above the administrative levels. By raising the frequencies and pouring light and love into the collective with specific light-encoded intentions, we, as human beings, have the power to recreate the realities we experience, both individually and collectively.



This past week, I came home to a lovely surprise that also, to me, proved that love and generosity are on the rise. Atop an expected Amazon package on my front porch sat a brilliant blue bubble wrap envelope, sealed with a sticker reading: “You’re the cat’s meow, Chewy”. Chewy.com is a lovely company from whom I purchase pet food for my dog, Ruby. The very first year I ordered from Chewy, I received two long hand-written messages on Christmas cards from the company. Delighted and surprised, I wondered if the company was very small and just starting out?


Every time I have interacted with customer service reps with Chewy, they have always been extremely kind and helpful. But the electric blue bubble wrapped package revealed a surprise which went far and beyond the typical customer experience. Expecting perhaps a promotional dog treat, I opened the package. Inside, I found a lovely handwritten card, the envelope addressed to “Rebekah and your furbaby”. A square-shaped object wrapped in white tissue paper was also sealed with a “cat’s meow” sticker.



When I opened up the tissue paper, I found a hand-painted portrait of my dog, Ruby! The painting is signed on the back, by the artist. This gift was so unexpected, so lovely, it took my breath away! It made me so happy. On top of that, I have been planning to create my own business to paint portraits of pets and their people for some time, so the arrival of the portrait, and my desire to leave my corporate cubicle job to return to my true mission as a full-time creator was also a great gift.


I called Chewy and spoke to a young man named Patrick. He said that Chewy.com is a great company to work for, because they pay attention to the small details that make people happy. He added that he is always delighted to hear how joyful and encouraged people feel when they receive the surprise pet portraits!


I have sent an e-mail to Chewy’s HR department, asking if I too can be part of their pet portrait team, as it is such a lovely opportunity to spread joy and love in the world. (I’ve included in this post some of my own portraits of Ruby.)  I wouldn’t normally write about a company in this manner, but I feel that it is important to give not only credit, but to share how crucial it is to be expansive, generous, and loving in business. That these practices connect us all and bring greater happiness to everyone. The age of exploitation and greed is ending. The age of stress, worrying about being duped, robbed, tricked out of your money by corporations, banks, and other organizations is coming to an end.


We can make this transformation occur even faster in two ways. Firstly, by becoming aware that we are collectively creating a new way of being human together. Secondly, by remembering our true nature, as powerful, sovereign creative beings, and by working together to imagine and embody new ways of working together, doing business, educating our children, building housing and cities, and new ways of interacting with one another and with our beautiful mother planet.


Human beings are generally fearful of change, but the changes that are coming are wonderful changes. What we are letting go of deserves to be released, so that these stagnant energies of selfishness, ego, separation, and greed can return to the unified field field to be recycled into new ideas and creations. With love and gratitude for the experiences of having lived out the paradigm of loss, solitude, victimization, separation to its end, I believe we are all now ready to shed all of the stored pain, fear, anxiety, judgment, jealousy, anger from our bodies, from our ancestral lines, and from the collective. These energies, once released, can be transformed into something new and beautiful.


We are creators. Powerful creators of realities. We are moving back into our hearts, and we are remembering how to create from our hearts, with intention. Leaving the cramped box of the ego/information/judgment experience behind, we are the brave warriors and pioneers of a new, expansive, and loving society, co-creating with Gaia, for a peaceful, harmonious existence on Earth. It is not happening to us. We are making it happen.


Be aware. Send love to all, especially to those who appear to need it most – those who are angry, self-serving, narcissistic, impatient, cruel. Every time you intentionally send out love and light to those around you, this love expands. This is the most important work you can do. Be strong, and keep the faith. The signs are here. Look for them!

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Rediscovering innocence


Dearest readers,

An innocent heart is the most powerful state of being. We look with delight into the eyes of a baby, a puppy, a kitten. The light flowing through the eyes of innocence is soft yet bright. Full of wonder, joy, simplicity. There are no shadows, no fear, no intentions other than to enjoy and fully experience the moment at hand.


The innocent do not protect themselves. They are completely vulnerable. How can being completely open and vulnerable equate to a state of power? Spiritual teachers always insist that laughter, joy, spontaneity, and living in the moment is the most powerful state of being. It is the place where everything becomes possible. We do not seek to control or attach to outcomes; we simply live each experience fully without projecting the past onto the present or a potential future.

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How can we, as adults, return to a pristine state where we can laugh, enjoy our lives, and stop constantly negotiating for our survival? How can we move out of our heads and settle back into our hearts? Living in a playful state means putting away our checklists, our goals, our plans and projects. Play is a creative state of being. Artists, musicians, writer, poets are adults who have maintained at least some traces of innocence. The ability to embrace the potential to engage with reality in the moment is the essence of play.


While children are not always joyful, their reactions and interactions with life are full on. They are passionate. They argue, they scream from depths that we adults have forgotten we possess, since we have worried for so long what other people might think of us were we to completely let go and allow ourselves to belt out the grief, joy, excitement, or pain that we feel in the moment.


If we are to be as little children to inherit the newest version of Earth, then we need to practice innocence. It is the most challenging aspect of the ascension process. Shedding all of our armor, all of our experience, all of the hard-won knowledge that was supposed to make living on Earth easier…it is now time to let it all go. To be naked again, disarmed, trusting that our needs will be met without having any idea how food, drink, shelter, warmth, love, or companionship will come our way. Is this not a great challenge for any responsible adult?

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Yet is we are to fully realize our potential as aware multi-dimensional beings, then we have to let go of the conventions, the programs, the teachings, that have brought us to where we are today. To co-create with the consciousness of the Universe requires a state of innocence, full receptivity, presence, openness. A state where there is no judgment of self or others. No shame, no blame, no hierarchy. No self-importance. When you fall in love with yourself, anything is possible.  All of the masters are joyful. Innocence is the mastery of love, and love is the building block of reality.

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